SkyEmtRN Posted December 2, 2011 Posted December 2, 2011 Finally pushed me to the limits...2-3yr relationship is gone...oh well! She broke it off and I'm walking away....I fought that battle for 2 months trying to get back but no I'm done fighting. I would have never thought she would be the one to walk away and throw in the towel. But hey her loss! After she breaks up she already starts talking to a guy. But has the nerve to keep saying IDK about how she feels. Give me a break I ain't playing your childish game. You either with me or you not, there's no in between. I ain't waiting around for and keep hearing IDK when you trying to talk to some guy to see if it works out or not. Give me a break. She downgraded from a nursing major (me) to some mechanic muscle head that goes to bars and spends time with his cars and toys. What do I have? A heart for everybody pure of gold. So what if he has the money, the house, the cars, the boats now...Just wait till I'm graduated. Then we'll see who comes running back crying for my love. He's your problem now. You had your chance and I was more then willing to share my future with you! But no you gave up on us and couldn't understand my stress from school. Some love you had. I'll be damn if you try to make me look like a fool chasing after you. Finally stuffed all your stuff in a drawer that I never open. That's where you belong. You may not realize this now but he's going to walk all over you and only then will you realize what you left behind. What heart that really loved you that you threw away. And when he does put you to the ground...don't come crying to me. But if you do and if I still love you and if I know you didn't go to far with him....maybe...just maybe I'll consider us again. I hope you open your eyes and see how much you changed for the worse. I'm making myself better, going to the gym, new clothes, new hairstyle. I realized EVERYTHING! And is all this for you? NO its for me and for the next girl that deserve to be with me and that will show me she loves me! Not this IDK horse sh*t!!!!!!!!!!
Author SkyEmtRN Posted December 2, 2011 Author Posted December 2, 2011 Amen to that brotha Thanks bro!
Bazamu Posted December 2, 2011 Posted December 2, 2011 I envy you for how strong you are. My ex left me and is already with another guy (pizza delivery boy) and she is an assitant manager, heh. Guess it should be called Domihos. Stay strong, I wish I could
Author SkyEmtRN Posted December 3, 2011 Author Posted December 3, 2011 Trying my hardest but it ain't easy. Eventually they'll realize what they left behind. And wen they do itll be too late. Wish I could share my strength with you. Be strong my friend. Smile when ever you can.
Bazamu Posted December 3, 2011 Posted December 3, 2011 Ill will be smiling tonight when I go to the club or atleast try to.
Million.to.1 Posted December 3, 2011 Posted December 3, 2011 I loved your whole rant.... till this bit. ...don't come crying to me. But if you do and if I still love you and if I know you didn't go to far with him....maybe...just maybe I'll consider us again. You have it all right... except that bit. She will never deserve you again. Remember that.. if / when she comes back.. you will have moved on regards and maybe even with someone much better.
ladyravenloft Posted December 3, 2011 Posted December 3, 2011 Beautifully put. I'm back with my ex husband, who helped me get over my current ex, but if I were single......
Author SkyEmtRN Posted December 3, 2011 Author Posted December 3, 2011 I loved your whole rant.... till this bit. You have it all right... except that bit. She will never deserve you again. Remember that.. if / when she comes back.. you will have moved on regards and maybe even with someone much better. Its cuz I still love her, and there's no other person on my end. We'll see what happens when that time comes.
Berlington Bob Posted December 3, 2011 Posted December 3, 2011 Mine kept saying that IDK bull too. Technically I broke up with her, but she's the one who decided to become a skank. Good rant. Bet it feels good to get it off your chest.
Author SkyEmtRN Posted December 3, 2011 Author Posted December 3, 2011 Mine kept saying that IDK bull too. Technically I broke up with her, but she's the one who decided to become a skank. Good rant. Bet it feels good to get it off your chest. Yea, it does...or atleast it did. I think I still have more stuff in me but hasn't come out yet. Deffinatley was angry at one point today...I punched the paper towel dispenser at work and broke it....oops...but that helped get some anger out. It was either that or hit her lol (which i would NEVER do)
Bazamu Posted December 3, 2011 Posted December 3, 2011 (edited) Getting my anger out on something is great too. I want to put my anger out on the guy she is hooking up with, but what's the point. I tried calling just awhile ago and her other guy picked up the phone and said, "go away" guess that's the que Edited December 3, 2011 by Bazamu
silly_panda Posted December 3, 2011 Posted December 3, 2011 Nice rant... Mine kept on saying 'I don't know' too... These kinda girl don't know what they really wan... You mentioned that you may take her back if she didn't go too far with this guy... Hmm... Can you define what is 'too far' to you..?
Author SkyEmtRN Posted December 3, 2011 Author Posted December 3, 2011 Physical contact. I can deal with a kiss. But full force making out with extra touching. I dot think I can handle that.
Author SkyEmtRN Posted December 3, 2011 Author Posted December 3, 2011 It's no worth hitting the other person. It doesn't make u look good. And it'll make u look like the bad guy. Not worth it. Be strong dude.
jormungand Posted December 3, 2011 Posted December 3, 2011 Ugh. I really feel for you here, man. Going through the same thing right now with mine. All i kept hearing was IDK what i want, we then got back together, and now she's ignoring me again and 'needs more space'. probably with some other dude. Anyway, keep your head up. Soon enough you'll have a great job that will consume most of your time, and fully immerse yourself in your work. Love that instead. Hope things work out for you, whatever it is that you want.
silly_panda Posted December 3, 2011 Posted December 3, 2011 Physical contact. I can deal with a kiss. But full force making out with extra touching. I dot think I can handle that. Hmm... Sorry for not knowing your story but here's the thing... If you have done anything with her physically... That's what she will be doing with the new guy/bf... They may do even more... Just prepare yourself for it... Not to rain on your parade... But anyway... Stay strong and better days will come... Always...
Author SkyEmtRN Posted December 4, 2011 Author Posted December 4, 2011 Hmm... Sorry for not knowing your story but here's the thing... If you have done anything with her physically... That's what she will be doing with the new guy/bf... They may do even more... Just prepare yourself for it... Not to rain on your parade... But anyway... Stay strong and better days will come... Always... Thank you. I got good news from her today. Enough to keep my emotions calm. She said that she has not kissed anybody. Also, her friend told her to not to get involved with that guy and says their just friends and that even if he trys to hit her up she guess she's not a good guy to date. So, my head is calmed and its a major relief to know such detail. I'm not going to ask about any guys or whose she with, it'll just stir up my emotions. I rather let her wonder what I'm up to.
Recommended Posts