SkyEmtRN Posted November 29, 2011 Posted November 29, 2011 So...today....I finally got the courage to give her space and really start NC. Last night we were talking like normal and she was texting me through random times at night. And today she texted me saying "im affraid that if we hang out the spark wont be there and ull hate me" I replied with "So whats stopping you" She said "idk, im just saying" So just now I left her a voicemail, I knew she wouldn't pick up and I didn't care if she did or not. but I said something along the lines of: "I know ur still unsure of us but I think the best thing right now would be for me to step back and let u clear ur mind. Talking to me isn't going to make you figure out if you really want us or not. I hope this space allows u to get everything straight and I hope that u dont rush into anything with anybody when ur still unsure of us. I don't want u to regret giving me up and our 2 1/2 amazi years. I also hope that u think everything for urself and not anybody or let any guy persuade u away from me. That's all ttys I feel relieved that I left this message. Whether or not she heard it, idc but I know she did. I'm sure she is going to wonder what I mean by space and why. But thats her problem I know I would take her back, but she would have to prove that she wants to be with me and prove that she wants me to want her. We're eachothers first love and we were together for 2-3 years. God knows what happens here on now...sucks for the holidays...
Ariadne Posted November 29, 2011 Posted November 29, 2011 Hope you'll be together for the Holidays. Best of luck with your girl! You sound like a nice guy.
musicSaves12 Posted November 29, 2011 Posted November 29, 2011 Hang in there buddy! Def stay NC. Let her show you that she wants you. Don't go chasing her around. I know I did that for a couple of months and nothing good came from it. If possible just move on and don't worry about what she is doing it is her life and you are adults so things will work out as long as you stay true to yourself.
Author SkyEmtRN Posted November 29, 2011 Author Posted November 29, 2011 Hope you'll be together for the Holidays. Best of luck with your girl! You sound like a nice guy. Thank you for ur kind reply. Means a lot. And I hope we do get back for the holidays. Ad I hope he realizes the that loves her so much is willing to go to hell and back for her.
Author SkyEmtRN Posted November 29, 2011 Author Posted November 29, 2011 Hang in there buddy! Def stay NC. Let her show you that she wants you. Don't go chasing her around. I know I did that for a couple of months and nothing good came from it. If possible just move on and don't worry about what she is doing it is her life and you are adults so things will work out as long as you stay true to yourself. I'm trying to do hard. It's the start if day 1 nc and she left me a text saying. " Hey sry I missed ur call. Thank you. I'm not dating neone anytime soon. But thank you. Hope u had a good day" She sent that at midnight. I want to respon but I can't and shouldn't. I'll let her chase after me and she'll eventually realize what she lost. Hate to say it but she spend time with another guy. And heroin her out to lunch. But then he said to herself "does he think this is a date" ad then eventually told him that she's no ready to date. The guy is a total meathead. Takes pics of his muscles and works with cars. Deffinately seems like a party drunk guy. Me I'm just thatht kind hearted guy goes to school to be a nurse. And I told her i wanted to share this future with us. Let's also remember the I respected her wishes to wait till sex for marriage. Never once pressure her Ito have sex since we both still "pure". Shell realize but in time shell see for herself.
Author SkyEmtRN Posted November 29, 2011 Author Posted November 29, 2011 (edited) So hard to resist keep thinking about what she doing and who she with. But I know I shouldn't. But I won't and can't give in! Edited November 29, 2011 by SkyEmtRN
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