Unknown89 Posted November 28, 2011 Posted November 28, 2011 Hi well my story is pretty long so I'll try to shorten it... I met this guy online and I haven't met him in person yet... I really care about him and I do love him and not sure if I'm in love wit him... The problem is since we've been talking he's screwed me over three times already and I've given him more chances... They were always relating to his ex, once he went back to her behind my back, had sex wit her and lied to me about it and then got rid of me because she reserved him to.... It's been up and down with him since day one and I've always stood by him during family problems and depression... I do care about him and I'm attached but I know he treats me like **** and doesn't deserve even my friendship.... He puts this wall up and it comes down when he feels like it and when he wants some attention from me .... We started drifting apart recently and his best friend and I started to get to know eachother, and started to like one another.... I know it sounds horrible but when youre pushed away so much I guess you want to find someone else that doesn't treat you so badly.... But he and I don't speak cause of all the trouble it caused when everyone found out.... To shorten it all, I'm trying to keep this friendship i do care about him and I do have feelings for him... But I was never his priority, it's always been his ex... The worst is I know he is a nobody and I deserve better and can do better, but I can't seem to detach myself from the attachment I've created... I'm only hurting myself and I don't know what to do anymore... Past couple days he has lashed out at me, abused me and dissed me , ignored me and I still worry about him, I know I'm an idiot and should let go.... Please help
Ariadne Posted December 1, 2011 Posted December 1, 2011 Hi, I guess you enjoy all these interactions. Since they are all played out in the screen, it's more like you are watching an exciting movie. I guess continue writing to him or the friend and see what happens. Maybe one day you'll meet although it's not very likely.
hopelessbutterfly Posted December 3, 2011 Posted December 3, 2011 HE is the one pushing you away, why do you feel so bad? You've never met him, if he's abusing you like this now imagine how bad he might be in person.. He's also lied and cheated, stuff you should have never forgiven him for. He sounds like a tool, I hope you just get rid of him. There are men out there who will respect you and love you
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