AlisaMarie Posted November 25, 2011 Posted November 25, 2011 Four weeks NC today. After 6 breakups and so many lies, this is the longest stretch of no communication between us. I feel sad, because even though he always ended it- he always was the one to come back and him breaking NC. Maybe this time since I have passed the allotted time span, I can finally accept that it's really over and start healing and stop wishful thinking. Maybe he's realized how thin he actually wore me and knows if he even tried I am not going to respond or be there for him anymore. Just a little vent, the holidays bring me down. Every single relationship I have ever been in has been a lying cheating disaster. I wish I could find someone to make good memories with.
Mallow Posted November 25, 2011 Posted November 25, 2011 4 weeks NC is a good progress. Keep going, and don't look back. Keep strong, keep busy, and focus on yourself. Take your past as a experience you now know what you want in the future, and what red flags to avoid.
ChelseaLS Posted November 25, 2011 Posted November 25, 2011 Four weeks NC today. After 6 breakups and so many lies, this is the longest stretch of no communication between us. I feel sad, because even though he always ended it- he always was the one to come back and him breaking NC. Maybe this time since I have passed the allotted time span, I can finally accept that it's really over and start healing and stop wishful thinking. Maybe he's realized how thin he actually wore me and knows if he even tried I am not going to respond or be there for him anymore. Just a little vent, the holidays bring me down. Every single relationship I have ever been in has been a lying cheating disaster. I wish I could find someone to make good memories with. I hear you. I am with you. My relationships (haven't had all that many), weren't disasterous, but always ended in cheating. I don't understand when cheating became so accpectable and brushed off in society. It's gross.
ThinkPink218 Posted November 25, 2011 Posted November 25, 2011 Four weeks NC today. After 6 breakups and so many lies, this is the longest stretch of no communication between us. I feel sad, because even though he always ended it- he always was the one to come back and him breaking NC. Maybe this time since I have passed the allotted time span, I can finally accept that it's really over and start healing and stop wishful thinking. Maybe he's realized how thin he actually wore me and knows if he even tried I am not going to respond or be there for him anymore. Just a little vent, the holidays bring me down. Every single relationship I have ever been in has been a lying cheating disaster. I wish I could find someone to make good memories with. It was 4 weeks yesterday for me as well. It is also the longest stretch of no communication for us and although I still occasionally get down at how he's able to let go and not look back and still want to communicate some feelings, I'm finding it a lot easier. We just weren't meant to be. Keep your head up and have faith that you will meet that special guy. Prayer has also been helping me.
lolita jade Posted November 25, 2011 Posted November 25, 2011 Well done. Keep strong. 6 break ups...... looks like its meant to to be that way. My guess is you have got back together as you love him and he promises you the world every time. Be determined to find a nice guy and know you will. If you feel that you always get cheating losers, that is what you will attract. You deserve more.
Author AlisaMarie Posted November 26, 2011 Author Posted November 26, 2011 What a wonderful surprise to check back the next day and see responses of encouragement and love. Thank you. This past two years has been an interesting chapter in my life. I am surely better off as he was poison to my life. This evening my friend was harsh to me, but explained that since this person has entered my life he has done nothing but destroy it. I can't blame him because I let him. I gave up so much and became a puppet and didn't even realize it. I just thought I was in love. Silly me...
lolita jade Posted November 26, 2011 Posted November 26, 2011 It is what love does to you. We have all been young and in love and done things we wouldn't normally. My daughter was encouraged to eat red meat, after onlt eating poultry before. That is just an example. Love can turn us into puppets. Unfortunately, some things are destroying. Think of poor old Witney Houston/ Bobbi Brown for a devastating example. If you are too young to know what happened , google it.
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