ChelseaLS Posted November 23, 2011 Posted November 23, 2011 Is it weird to cry and smile at the same time? When I think of our past or opposite.. how far I have come, I smile and I cry. Kind of feels weird. I appreciate everything we had together and I am sad its over. ... I am sad but proud of how far I have come.
Art_Critic Posted November 23, 2011 Posted November 23, 2011 Reflection and introspection are healthy ways to cope.. ...
punkinless Posted November 23, 2011 Posted November 23, 2011 one time i was sneaking out of my girlfriends room late at night and i stepped on a whoopee cushion. every time i think of it i smile and laugh but theres always a tear in my eye.
Author ChelseaLS Posted November 23, 2011 Author Posted November 23, 2011 Lol punkinless thats a great story / memory.
lolita jade Posted November 23, 2011 Posted November 23, 2011 I find I am really empathic to everything at the moment and cry/ well up at the slightest soppy stuff. Its a phase because we are on our emotional roller coaster. The smiles and laughs will soon take over the tears Chelsea
stunned8165 Posted November 23, 2011 Posted November 23, 2011 Same here. I think of the fun family things, then I get upset that I don't have it anymore. Then I narrow it out to the kids and their little smiles, how we played, how they called me daddy and I was proud. Especially when I went to the 5 years olds VPK graduation, I walked into her class, and she yelled out to her teacher and all the kids "hey everyone, this is my Daddy".. I never felt so proud. Then the next day, I had to watch see her cry that she didn't want to leave me when the ex moved. This has been the HARDEST part for me is the kids. As far as the ex, I have a lot of anger for her. I call it my Bi Polar Coaster.
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