stunned8165 Posted November 21, 2011 Posted November 21, 2011 First off, you can read my story here http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t302201/ But it has been almost six months since she moved out and took her kids too. Yesterday I felt so empty. It seems like the weeknds get me the most. I teared up missing the kids for the most part and still try to deal with the fact that I was so betrayed. I stay busy, date (although nothing feels right) I even had a long time female friend rent my guest room for company in the house. But everything stills seems so out of place. I miss what was my little family for 3 years very much. I miss the kids badly, I miss her too but who I thought she was. I truly believe that drugs are involved on her end too. It was a really confusing break up and never had closure. In fact 4 days before she moved out she had sex with my and cried saying she was afraid of making a huge mistake. And really really angry through the move thing. She was ahving mood swings, all she cared about was where she worked (left me for her boss).... ... Anyway, I can go on and on. But how long does this crap last? I stay busy with family and friends, go to the gym, etc etc... Oh!.. One other thing. For five months I haven't scene hide nor hair of her. Now last Thursday, I run into her on the road. That was the second time in a week and a half. She knows this is my usual route. She has no reason to be there in the same place at the same time. She lives about 2 miles south of that area. There are no stores of interest to her aroung there either. Maybe actually seeing her is playing with my head too. Who knows.. I just want all these thought, and the feeling of emptiness to go away!...
LynnLoyd Posted November 21, 2011 Posted November 21, 2011 I know how you are feeling. My husband of 8 years has cheated on me once and is now living with another woman who is almost twice his age. I dont know why I keep hodling on and holding out hope he will come home. Im not even sure I really want him. I just can't seem to let go of the 10 years we were together. My advice to you is follow your heart. Only you can truly decide what to do in the end. Eventually she will either come to her senses or you will come to yours. Stay true to yourself and take each day as it comes. Good luck to you.
Author stunned8165 Posted November 21, 2011 Author Posted November 21, 2011 I know how you are feeling. My husband of 8 years has cheated on me once and is now living with another woman who is almost twice his age. I dont know why I keep hodling on and holding out hope he will come home. Im not even sure I really want him. I just can't seem to let go of the 10 years we were together. My advice to you is follow your heart. Only you can truly decide what to do in the end. Eventually she will either come to her senses or you will come to yours. Stay true to yourself and take each day as it comes. Good luck to you. Thanks. But even if she does come to her senses, I won't know what to do. If kids werent involved, it would be so much easier. I have no kids. Her kids fathers are not involved in their lives. I took the full role of being their dad. They loved me, cried they didn't want to go. That still plays over in my head too. .. How can a woman take two kids from the man they know as their dad and put another man in my place over night?.. I'll never understand that. There was nothing wrong with our relationship. We never fought, we were always best friends until HE became her best friend. It was obvious. So much crap.
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