can he possibly like me?

[nikoln]

So, I’m in a dilemma. I have this guy friend, lets call him C., which we have had classes with for the past four years of my high school life and we always flirted in class. He always picks on me and makes me run into a wall (figuratively speaking). We are also in the same athletic sport, which requires a lot of traveling, driving, time, practice and etc. for competitions and practice. This year he has been extra- flirty and in some way always gets a conversation to go into a perverted topic, witch always makes me flustered so I think he does that to make me blush (I am one of those unlucky people hat everything I think shows on my face). There is another girl in fencing who I used to be fiends with, whom also likes him, and he has a girlfriend currently (but everyone, me included of course, thinks they don’t look or interact good together).

 

This is how my problem started. C’s parents did not want him to drive three hours to a tournament alone, which I was going to, so I came in the car with him. He was the one to ask me to come too, he didn’t ask his girlfriend. So he picked me up early in the morning and we ate breakfast and talked a lot in the car. When a good song came up we would sing together to it, for some reasons we sung mostly to club and rap songs. He insisted on paying for anything I bought when we stopped and wouldn’t even let me put in a word of argument. He also managed to introduce perverted topics in to the conversation every now and then. We flirted a lot, I mean what else could happen for three hours.

 

When we got to the tournament he insisted to warm up, stretch, and sit next to me during breaks. There was a guy named D. at the tournament which I used to have a crush on and with whom I ended up flirting. When C saw us he came up to D and me and introduced himself to D; then they had this awkward staring/ word exchanging territory fight sort of thing. During the tournament I flirted with both and helped both of the guys out. In the middle of the tournament I finally realized that my flirting with D could make C jealous, and C was jealous. I lost in the tournament due to the other person cheating and was really upset. After I took a shower and changed cloth to a pair of fitted black shorts and a shirt ( it was the first time I wore it and I realize now that It was kind of really see through) I went back into the hall that the tournament was at. I was still really upset and D saw that so he hugged me and was calming me down (I think C saw that). So finally C and D finished their tournament and we were able to go home. C and I were hungry so we stopped at a buffet to eat, he insisted he pays. So we flirted while eating and talked more.

 

Then we drove back (THIS IS WHAT I’M CONFUSED ABOUT and what is my problem) and strange things happened. At first we sang songs together with the radio and had fun and then talked about our childhoods (we both lived at exotic places as children). I soon got sleepy (because it was around 11:00 pm and we were not half way home) and I told him that I probably am going to fall asleep. When I closed my eyes he started lightly scratching my back and caressing my neck. It felt good and my parents used to do that to me when I went to sleep so it felt nostalgic and I ended up not saying anything. I didn’t fall asleep right away and a good song came up so I raised my head up and we started singing to it together and talking again, he took his hand back. Then I felt sleepy again and I put my head on my legs and hugged my knees, he started caressing my neck and scratching my back again. After about a minute he kind of stopped and was like “oh, my parents used to do this to me before I fell asleep” but he said it like he suddenly remembered that he needed an excuse. So he was caressing my arms, legs, thighs, feet, neck, face, and lips. Then he put his hand under my shirt and caressed my shoulders and back under my shirt. I wasn’t sure how to react and it felt good so I didn’t stop him. He said I have a “soft back and that my skin was really soft.” I kept drifting into and out of sleep and I could hear him chuckling softly to himself every once in a while and saw him smiling. Toward the end of our trip his hand would always end up caressing some where close to really high up the inner part of my thighs. Once I woke up, rather then take his hand back like he did the first time, he let his hand stay on my leg and kept caressing it. He is really good looking and gentlemanly, and nice and I was really turned on after he kept caressing me (I don’t know, maybe he noticed I was turned on and that is why he was chuckling). So he handed me my sports cab and walked me to the house because he said “he has to make sure my parents were home or that the door wasn’t locked so that I can go home, otherwise he would take me back to his house”. He stood leaning against the wall in front of my house and I could tell he wanted a hug, or probably a kiss, but I suddenly got really nervous and then remembered he has a girlfriend and that it would be awkward in class if I kissed him. So I opened the door, smiled, said good night and went in. He went back to his car but the car stayed parked in front of my house for like 5 more minutes.

 

I don’t know what he was thinking in the car. Was he thinking that he wanted a kiss? Don’t guys get turned on from touching girls? Or regretting touching me?

 

I don't have any expriance with guys so i don't know how to react.

I will see him in school and I am not sure how I should act, or what should I say?

[nikoln]

thank you to any one who helpes me,thank you a lot!