Mymindsgoneifear Posted November 20, 2011 Posted November 20, 2011 (edited) Ok this is my first time EVER posting anything In any kind of forum or community setting. I am a 26 yr old father of 3 beautiful little Girls oldest is 8 and a 16 month old and a 9 month old all different mothers... Which royally sucks. The source of my confusion is this " When my girlfriend was 7 1/2 months pregnant I broke up with her (she says we weren't broke up) and I had a summer fling while living out of my car...No Strings Attached... Until I found out SHE was pregnant now too... well I continued seeing her (#2)until she was around 6 months along and my 2nd daughter was like 3 months old when I got caught up after a weekend with my ex (visiting my baby). So I packed up and moved back in with the girl I really loved...(she found out about #2 at hospital just after giving birth) Where I am now except she and our baby live with her parents and I am couch surfin between mylil sisters places 60 miles away. We r trying to work things out but struggling all the time. I know I created all this Chaos through my actions but at the same time I feel my gf should/should have tried to maintain herself better and not let her appearances and physical/sexual attractiveness slip. I mean we had a great relationship at first but slowly (she let herself go) I feel and so when a new door appeared I opened it. Sadly.... I am not the best man that's true I am but flesh and bone and I gave in to temptation. NOW though we have talked about having a threesome at some point with another girl... She asked me who? So I said it's on her to decide. She asked me like 4-5 times who we could get to join us and I finally just said ( the only girl I know who'd do it u don't like)... Ooops she was a lil mad over that one... I honestly would like to get her to do it with this girl because I think she may get a better understanding of what I was lacking and am lacking. And how amazing kegels exercises are.... Lol... Seriously though. She's always been a big girl but she was alot smaller in lower area and she is just kinda loose I guess now days and the other girl (#2) even after vaginal birth is extremely tight and Pleasurable. Though I would not favor either if it happened. Mostly I just wanna watch them maybe join a little... The other girl (#2) would be up for it ( I think) But my gf don't look at chicks like that she says. Sorry I had to release some build up of thoughts... Any help??? I'm pretty sure I'm screwed all the way around... Edited November 20, 2011 by Mymindsgoneifear Typo
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