fenderjames Posted November 18, 2011 Posted November 18, 2011 Hi all . 3 mos into NC . Was feeling pretty good for I'd say the last 2 weeks . I started thinking ... " son, you've moved on ... well done " . Wrong . For the last 2 days she is all over my mind . Nothing triggered it . I woke up and boom - the dark has returned . Is this some kind of cruel joke ? I wonder if christmas everywhere has maybe set this in motion again . I'm very p-off that I have slipped back into the void ....and I thought that finally - FINALLY this pain was starting to subside . Good grief , what will it take ? More time I guess . Great . Just great .
Zabs Posted November 18, 2011 Posted November 18, 2011 Christmas...Yep..everytime. thing is...it's all over the telly..papers...buy this buy that...for that special someone... What if you don't HAVE a special someone? What if they are being a complete ****? But still, we must endure, the happiness that Christmas is supposed to be..WITHOUT that particular loved one. I personally, wouldn't mind Christmas if my present was a gift of something new. Obviously, that remains to be seen...but last Christmas was just more of what I had before. Strategy: This year No MAtter WHAT..I am gonna be grateful for what and who I do have...but for the times that I miss (may) him, I will give thanks that he is also feeling the same..and the pain is both ways even though he is the one that caused it. For me that is as good as it will get...unless he has a labotomy! LOL:laugh: much love, Zabs xx
smokey bear Posted November 18, 2011 Posted November 18, 2011 Hi all . 3 mos into NC . Was feeling pretty good for I'd say the last 2 weeks . I started thinking ... " son, you've moved on ... well done " . Wrong . For the last 2 days she is all over my mind . Nothing triggered it . I woke up and boom - the dark has returned . Is this some kind of cruel joke ? I wonder if christmas everywhere has maybe set this in motion again . I'm very p-off that I have slipped back into the void ....and I thought that finally - FINALLY this pain was starting to subside . Good grief , what will it take ? More time I guess . Great . Just great . Hi i think its normal, month 3 i was great, month 4 was terrible, for about 2 weeks it hit me harder than before, but after that it now feels the best. A lot of people say it gets worse before it gets better, remember it comes in waves its not linear. xx
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