rd1978 Posted May 24, 2004 Posted May 24, 2004 brok up with my ex she anted some time,, right away she's hangign out with someone else,, this kid has been asking her to hang out for a while ,, not all that great looking, wasnt a fan of the way he dresses,,, but they have been hangning out and she has been going out drinking alot more and being more irresponsable ,,, we have 5 years behind our belt and i always kinda had control,, i think she justw abts to have her fun because of the way her friends are and she knew this kid would be there,, she was seen holding his hand,, but yet she stillc alls all the time and i asked her not to ,, i dont want to be her rebound i dont know if im going about tti the right way,, maybe i should talk tto ehr and try to get her more comfortable with me,,,,so my question is do you think she is doing this to cope with walking away which was a huge step for her and i think 65% of it was from outside influences,, her friends are a horrible influence on her and are not well respected,, i almost feel liike she is using this kid because she knows she can to get over me,,IS SHE STILL THINKING ABOUT ME<or is it only when she sint doing anything with her friends or him, I havent called her but should i awnser the next call if she calls me or ignore it hoping she breaks down and falls off her power trip?or will that pump her up more ,, or should i just play the game hey im kinda busy can i give you a call back later or let her leave a message then return it later in the night??????????? please help i know she loves me,, i think its more like she is trying to prove point to herself,, she kinda did this before and feel real hard and came back and i accepted it but i dont know if i could do thta agin ,, but i guess we are not togethor and ill be out doing "things" to ................
Author rd1978 Posted May 25, 2004 Author Posted May 25, 2004 yeah im thinking she never went out to have the fun so she figure its now or never,, or that was bull**** and she wants to see what this kid is like,, either way she is acting childish adn i know she is def going nuts otherwise she wouldnt be able to walk away she was calling i wasnt awnsering,, so i know its getting to her she doesnt know what im doing ,, she has no clue i know what shes doing,, she can run and run and be someone else drink to no end ,, work on 5 hours of sleep,, but its only going to last so long ,, there will be a reality check somewhere along the line when she starts to come down from her dream land and she will fall,, fall real hard,, esp if i get eith this girl im hanging out with on wensday,, But hey she asked for it she wanted her freedom ,,, doesnt seem like she's to free hanging out with this other dude,, im just waiting for the reality check and by then ill probally tell her to have a nice life and if she ever needs anything ill be there as a friend,, i do want to make up with her but she has proved nothing other than she is unstable... love shouldnt be this much work,,, so im going out to get mine on wensday,, this girl is a friend who usually ends up being fun by the end of the night,,, like the old saying,,, get over someone by getting under somone else,,,, im in no way ready for a relationship but im going to have my fun
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