Caconfused Posted November 15, 2011 Posted November 15, 2011 Here I am another day missing what I feel is the one great love that never became what I have been searching for. My story was in the beginning filled with lots of laughter, feeling and learning the true meaning of love and eventually became a hollow pain that I've yet to understand how it all went away. I fell in love with someone almost 10 years younger, never been married, no children and more than likely I became the most solid relationship he has had. Now here I sit remembering what it was and crying for what it wasn't. I feel so cheated, so empty because I gave this man my all, and in the end he was not up to standard. I know deep in my heart that this is the path we were heading from the beginning but none the less, the pain has now hits me like the biggest loss. I love him, but logically it has to end. He has years to mature to the man who can provide what I need. I just wished so badly that it would have worked out. Knowing how to it is to be really loved...makes me miss him more. But eventually his own habits became his own demise. Good bye......... D.R. thanks for the memories.
nu464 Posted November 21, 2011 Posted November 21, 2011 How do you remember loved ones you've lost on Christmas day? I lost my dad this is our second Christmas without him. So I sang a little christmas song and held his picture close. It's hard losing a loved one and hard around this time of year. Wondered how you remembered your lost loved ones?
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