CleighC Posted November 6, 2011 Posted November 6, 2011 (edited) Am I the most gullible girl or are do coincidences happen this often? I guess the begininng is a good place to start, I started dating 'him' at the tender age of 18 'he' was 21. We have lived together from day one, we use to travel (don't anymore). So the first I would say 7 or 8 years of our 101/2 year relationship it was just about picture perfect for me and 'him'. Absolutely great with just super small bumps in the road. In the last probably 2 years (or a little longer if I am to be truthful) we seem worlds apart. We're never on the same page on any and everything! 'He' seems to treat me more like a henderence or something like a nasty taste in 'his' mouth not more and more, but all the time now. I have moved out (about 2 weeks ago) and am staying with loving people. I am not sure what made me go to OUR house at 11 at night. I was telling myself I really wanted a certian book and my Ipod, but it could have waited until the next day. I pulled into our driveway and it didn't hold 'his' white jeep. Late on a Saturday night and he isn't home???? Of course when I finally got 'him' on the phone, 'he' meet two guys he didn't know ('he' is super shy around people 'he' doesn't know) at a Wing Bar. And 'he' lost track of time talking... 'he' used more emotion in talking to OUR dog Kai (because 'he' left her at home so long, REALLY) then 'he' has with me in I don't know when. Since I've left 'he' hasn't called or even tried to see me, I'm only 25 min away. We shared all passwords to all accounts and now 'he' has changed to social ones. I am not sure what to do......I know 10 yrs is a long time to waste a relationship but I can't get over the feeling that 'he' doesn't really care, like, love me anymore. And I am one of those super gullible people's. AHHHH, what to do?!?! Edited November 6, 2011 by CleighC
Author CleighC Posted November 7, 2011 Author Posted November 7, 2011 I don't know. There are so many things that have happened in the 10 yr "relationship" And I really am not sure where or how to start the life I need to. If anyone has been through or even something close to this, and you have any words of wisdom or guidence - it would utterly help me out. Thank you so much in advance!
Paroxysm Posted November 8, 2011 Posted November 8, 2011 (edited) I'm sorry.......... Edited November 8, 2011 by Paroxysm
Author CleighC Posted November 15, 2011 Author Posted November 15, 2011 Thank you, and it is getting a little bettter day by day. Still feel as if I'm only half a person. I have hope that this will fade, fingers crossed. I wish someone has been through something similar so that maybe I could get some advice...hanging one and questioning myself. Thought that I had someone to share this journey called life. I'm not sure if I could even start dating any time soon. Is there reallly someone out there for everyone?? Not sure any more...
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