Makavelli Posted November 5, 2011 Posted November 5, 2011 I posted my story on here before but im going to get to the point because im lost and I thought I was getting no where than for some reason last night the stuff hit me real hard out of no where. I moved across the USA to be with this girl, we have been together for 4 years, we loved each other very much and im still deeply in love with her. The last month has been very stressful me moving to another house, very close by my other one and she moved an hour away with her family like in February... 3 weeks ago she broke up with me in a txt message telling me how handsome, smart, caring and lovable I was and said her love wasn't there anymore. The messed up part is I have gotten her dad a Job making over $100,000 a year, and me and him have always have been close. I mailed some letters off, hand written letters and I have not seen one single response..... nothing.... zero. She refuses to see me in person and it doesn't make sense. Her dad has asked her "What did he do that is so bad for you not to speak to him" He told me she just kind of looked down and didn't say a word. I have no friends here, all I do is work and work out I feel like a damn looser and very lonely I almost feel like im in a state of depersonalization.... Im supposed to go over there for Thinksgiving buy im almost afraid to... she had so much love for me why won't she even talk to me or even respond to a letter even if its a bad response? I can't call her because I paid for her phone and service, she handed it back to her dad to give it to me and I gave it to her brother she lives with to try and keep an open communication over there in case she does call someday. Im loosing hope.....
mike588 Posted November 5, 2011 Posted November 5, 2011 I posted my story on here before but im going to get to the point because im lost and I thought I was getting no where than for some reason last night the stuff hit me real hard out of no where. I moved across the USA to be with this girl, we have been together for 4 years, we loved each other very much and im still deeply in love with her. The last month has been very stressful me moving to another house, very close by my other one and she moved an hour away with her family like in February... 3 weeks ago she broke up with me in a txt message telling me how handsome, smart, caring and lovable I was and said her love wasn't there anymore. The messed up part is I have gotten her dad a Job making over $100,000 a year, and me and him have always have been close. I mailed some letters off, hand written letters and I have not seen one single response..... nothing.... zero. She refuses to see me in person and it doesn't make sense. Her dad has asked her "What did he do that is so bad for you not to speak to him" He told me she just kind of looked down and didn't say a word. I have no friends here, all I do is work and work out I feel like a damn looser and very lonely I almost feel like im in a state of depersonalization.... Im supposed to go over there for Thinksgiving buy im almost afraid to... she had so much love for me why won't she even talk to me or even respond to a letter even if its a bad response? I can't call her because I paid for her phone and service, she handed it back to her dad to give it to me and I gave it to her brother she lives with to try and keep an open communication over there in case she does call someday. Im loosing hope..... She knows how you feel by the letters you sent her,, now leave her alone,quit bugging her. Your only pushing her away. It's up to her now,, move on with your life, I know it's tough but there is not much else you can do.
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