nothappyjan Posted November 5, 2011 Posted November 5, 2011 Well i'm home alone tonight. Normally I'm not bothered, but the weather has been really grey today and its kinda getting me down. I just keep thinking about my ex even though its been like 10months, but I just cant move on. Right now i'm trying online dating and so far none of my matches seem to be stirring much inside me. I met a guy I liked and we had a second date planned but he texted me that morning to say he had met the girl of his dreams and then I had another date with a guy who had issues with the fact my parents were divorced but I didn't feel a connection with him anyway. I was always the girl who fell hard and fast for every man and felt so much excitement and optimism but I just am starting to seriously think that Its too hard. I honestly feel kind of dead inside. Never felt like this before. Where is that great guy who will give me butterflies again. I think most of my eharmony matches have died lol
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