stunned8165 Posted October 31, 2011 Posted October 31, 2011 Actually, I was having a hard time all weekend with all the Halloween festivities going on in my area. . I spent the last three Halloweens with my exes kids as a family. But she dumped me and moved out to date her boss. . His hard luck and hers too some day. Mark my words..... But my problem is missing the kids. They had no dad in their lives other than me for three years. They just turned 4 & 5.. This has been really difficult for me. I feel very empty. Like I have this huge hole in me. I guess I just have to deal with it. I do fear the upcoming holidays too. Especially Christmas. Last year instead of putting all my lights out front, I decorated the back yard so the kids can enjoy them looking out the french doors. They loved it...... So sad..... Read my other threads if you want to know the whole story. But I need to put this out there because I really feel sooooo empty. She just dragged them away form me and me from them. They cried that they didn't want to go live there, They wanted to live here with me.... A tape that plays over and over in my head... Hopefully tomorrow much of this will pass.
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