gbadboy Posted October 30, 2011 Posted October 30, 2011 So my ex and I are tryin to do the friend thing. Its tough bc I love him and wanna get back with him. however, I wont lie, I unfortunately was unfaithful to him, and while ive taken responsibility for everythin and moved mountains for him....i suppose I should be grateful he still wants to be friends and shows a lot of interest in my life and my familys life... still im,hurt and im always crying over him for months now, even slipped intoa depression. Anyway....bein his friend while fun, hurts me. I tried to go NC but he insists he wants me in his life. Still im always sittin by my phine hopin every text I get is from him. U guys ever feel like that? So yesterday I was suppose to hang wid my friends but didnt cuz u knew my ex would be there.....(we have mutual friends). My ex didnt even text to me so see why I didnt show up, I was upset about it, but really I suppose I shouldnt? Anyway I went to bed and at 330am he phones me but my phone only rang 1 1/2 times,and then stopped, so I figured he called me by accident. I never phoned back. So all day today im stressin and he jus sent me a text to say hi. I havent replied as I dont wanna keep runnin to him. Should I reply? I feel like when it was sat and he was so busy partyin he didnt know me , but now its sunday, now u remember me? Am I being childish? Im actin this way cuz I luv him so much so im more sensitive with his everymove. Should I reply?
MizHoney2U Posted October 30, 2011 Posted October 30, 2011 No, too late to reply now.... but if he texts again just mirror his text. Hi back. There is a post about contact with the ex...if we weren't friends first... why or how be friends now??
Author gbadboy Posted October 30, 2011 Author Posted October 30, 2011 Thats what im sayin. All last night he was out partyin and while im not absolutely sure, im almost postive he was textin my other friends who were also partying. The phone call at 330am was prob am accident or he would have called me back after the phone stop ringin at 1 ring. Weird. I dunno I feel he textin me now bc he feels "obligated" and doesnt wanna look like a jerk I want him to text me cuz he wants to, not cuz he feels he has too. He knows how much I luv him...
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