fenderjames Posted October 29, 2011 Posted October 29, 2011 Sometimes I want to hear from her . Sometimes I want to be given the opportunity to completely ignore her ( as she did me ) . Sometimes I want to hold her hand . Sometimes I want to make her feel terrible about herself . Sometimes I want to find out she is full of regret . Sometimes I don't give a damn . This all happens within a 5 minute period and repeats itself the entire day . Anyone else out there spinning like this ?
TheJiltedGeneration Posted October 29, 2011 Posted October 29, 2011 You aint alone man.. though I keep creating senarios in my mind ( not sure if you do this too) where I "get back at her" or "where she comes backs with intent to reach some common ground.." or where she says " she lied when she said she hates it when I kiss or hug her" and that time will be the transition for her overall mental state and that she will want to come back more than either.. other times then I am like " **** her I am perfect alone".. I suppose we're all finding our own way to adjust to the shock of what has happened ... ... I'll try and talk ya through this a little l8er but right now I am gonna go get some sleep for a hour my mind is also in pieces right now.., perhaps I suggest you do the same like take a bath or sleep on it if its eating away at you.... if it helps..
Rarinbug Posted October 29, 2011 Posted October 29, 2011 Yep I'm exactly the same, and like Jilted I create these scenarios constantly, none of which ever happen! We've just got to stick to NC and the thoughts will become more rational and then we can move on completely.
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