The Poster Posted October 28, 2011 Posted October 28, 2011 I understand that the process often goes like this. It's a roller coaster but it still gets so painful and frustrating when you go through a stretch where you feel so good and are moving on nicely, then boom, the walls come crumbing down. It's like I'm back at square one. I don't know what it is either. Maybe it's because the weather is getting colder and the holidays are coming up and not being with her during these times is tough to handle. Her birthday was the other day and maybe that has a lot to do with it as well. I don't know. I've started on ways to improve myself and my life but sometimes it's tough and I wish she were still here to see these improvements. I'm going to keep pushing, I guess I'm just in a rough patch emotionally and hopefully it passes soon. Sigh.
Bobby289 Posted October 28, 2011 Posted October 28, 2011 I know what you mean! I walked outside a few days ago, there a nice wind chill and the smell of a neighbor burning in their fireplace. It brought back so many memories and the holidays make us want to show love for the ones we have...and don't. Cold weather = cuddle weather... Try to focus that love you have to friends and family, it is not the same but better than feeling so down...
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