AlexisMacabre Posted October 27, 2011 Posted October 27, 2011 today was day one of me coping with the loss of my husband and soul mate well he was my soul mate i obviously wasnt his but i actually got through it the morning was suckish but during the day i got on here and got over it a little. havent thought of him except for right now lol feels good to be able to breath now. hopefully i continue and keep no contact with him unless its for my son.
Author AlexisMacabre Posted October 27, 2011 Author Posted October 27, 2011 today i actually had a little break down. i almost contacted my husband but then i stopped myself. i need to learn that hes never going to love me the way i want but its so hard because he means a lot to me and we were together for so long. i hate how all this happened and i hate how i thought we were happy together. i dont know what to do anymore but my mom made an appointment with a shrink to help me with this. im done going through all this hurt i cant take it anymore but also i cant take not having him in my life. hopefully soon it will get easier i know it will.
Author AlexisMacabre Posted October 28, 2011 Author Posted October 28, 2011 doing better today gotta pack up my stuff again cause i gotta go stay at my moms. im doing good with the whole not talking to him. anyways ill keep updating.
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