Looking for a womans

[fenderjames]

Hi all , need an opinion here . Today its 2 1/2 months nc for her , 1 1/2 months for me . Id known her for 5 years , she has a 11 yr old girl Ive also known for 5 yrs . Young one adores me . She went thru a mean divorce , and got herself a new little home and she and her daughter live there now . She came to a surprise bday party for me last year and we began dating . Id admired her the entire time Ive known her and was very attracted to her . Yes she knew . Her best friend at the time was my boss . Anyway , I fell deeply in love and she said she did too . Early in the summer we began to drift apart . No big fights or anything , I remember at one point dhe said this isnt working and I left quietly and came home . She contacted me 3 weeks later , she wanted to try again . So we did . In August 5 days went by with no contact . Shed done this before as I stated and this hurt alot so I texted her and told her exactely how I was feeling . No swearing or foolishness , just factual and direct . She called immediately , I chose not to answer as I was emotional at the time and didnt want her to hear my cracking voice . I attempted to contact her the next day . Nothing . I waited a week , texted her to please leave a few of my things in her door and I would collect when she was at work , and thats what she did . I texted one more time and said I missed her terribly and to please respond . Nope . So Im a month and a half in , and Im really wondering if she misses me or has been temped to contact me . They say woman has her mind made about a break up then its done . I know no one can read her mind .... but can any girls out there maybe tell me what they think of this ? I truly would go back , after we had a long talk of course , I wonder what she has told the young one as surely she would ask . We are talking about a very strong independant scotish woman here - incidentely , my boss as I said was former bf with her - they fell out over something else so she cant tell me what may be going on . Thanks for readind folks . This is such a great site .