Mystique Posted October 25, 2011 Posted October 25, 2011 Afta almost a year of d8n, i decydd 2 col it quits thnk it ddn matr 2 hm. Nva occurd 2 me tht id torn hs heart in2 pieces. He was the typical big city bloke. Charismatic, sweet, a bit cocky nd defin8ly nt up 4 commitment. I ws the pretty naive smal town girl who had falln 4 hs charm the moment i laid eyes on hm. And even tho we saw the world in different eyes. We hd sumn gud goin til i let ma insecurities ruin it al... Hada long sad year afta the break up. D8n bt nt 4 lng. Flt wrong 4 me 2 fall inluv wit hm bt nw that he ws gone, al i had left were memories tinged with sadness that would linger s ma feelings 4 hm kpt grown. Id made a mistake nd prayd 4 a 2nd chance evn tho i doubtd it wud rli gt thr... Bt a cupla wix ago we crossd paths, flt lyk God had finali ansad ma prayers. S i met hs gaze al i cud eva thnk of ws havn hm bk in my lyf. We didn gta talk bt twas a joyous moment 4 me. Flt lyk twas da 1st tym id laid ma eyes on hm. He invitd me on fb nd tht lead 2 us hookn up agn. Luvn hm more evryday nd ths tym we da flame feelz mux mo stronga than the lst tyn. Bt nw ma uneasinez hs cum bk. He claims 2 trust me jst nt da devil inside of me sins i cudn control it last year wen i left him heartbroken. Tht kills me bcoz i luvd hm then, luv hm nw, idk y id bn so foolish. Nw idk hwta convince hm tht nun lyk tht wnt eva hpn, idk wetha i xud gv our rel8nxip ma al. Jst scard tht 1 day hel wake up nd demand ansas nd wnt hv the best of ansas. Im jst scared tht em tables myt turn agnst me. Dnt wnt them 2, i luv hm 2 mux 2 let it get 2 that. Idk wetha i xud put ma fearz asyd nd fyt lyk he hs always taught me, or xud i accept tht 2nd chancez r nt worth the al the trouble...idk. Jst confusd
AcaciaStrain Posted October 25, 2011 Posted October 25, 2011 I'm sorry but that was the hardest thing i've ever read.
John123 Posted October 26, 2011 Posted October 26, 2011 I gave up after line 2....what language is this so I can Google translate it?
Author Mystique Posted October 26, 2011 Author Posted October 26, 2011 Sorry! Im just of used 2 texting in mxit and facebook language. Next tym il have to stick 2 pure english
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