ccnaboy2000 Posted October 25, 2011 Posted October 25, 2011 Just like the title says I'm angry and very bitter. I can't beleive how fast time has flown. It's been 1.5mos since breakup, and 1 month since she was in a relationship with "hes just a friend." I don't know why I've been so angry today, I guess about everything, mostly the lies and the false hope. The first 2 weeks after the breakup she would contact me every other day begging me to talk to her and how much she missed me until she showed up at my place. After she left she told me she still loved me and wanted to take things slow... 2 days later she's in a relationship with "just a friend" I'm angry because she told me she said she wanted to work on our relationship but didn't have the time right now with school / work... So how come she has all the time in the world 2 weeks later? I'm angry because she told me we no longer have sex because she doesn't like sex, it's disgusting and a waste of time, and that it's something she needs to work on... yet I guarantee she's boned "just a friend" within the first week. I'm angry because for the first 2 weeks she contacted me a lot telling me she missed me and it seemed like she still had feelings but the second she got into the new relationship I haven't heard since. I'm angry I bought the engagement ring I knew she wanted and setup everything as a surprise. I'm hurt by everything, especially the lies. I'm bitter because it feels like everything was a lie, and I put so much into this relationship for the past 1.5 years, more than any relationship, just to be let down again. I'm angry that she went from being so depressed after dumping me, and over her life in general to being completely happy now while not caring that I feel like the piece of trash she tossed me out as last month. It feels like nothing meant anything anymore and I'm a forgotten relic. Those two weeks of I miss you and think about you, I want to take things slow, hes just a friend was all lies. I guess it's over, I guess there's no reconciliation chance... All there is left is bitterness.
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