Moth Posted October 23, 2011 Posted October 23, 2011 I tried for the last 3 months to get over her. 11 year relationship, knew we were going to be married. First loves no real reason to leave the relationship. 3 months NC. Friend told me today that he saw her out with a bunch of dudes. I just don't care about her or anything for that matter anymore. I am spiritual but not religious, and I just dont care to keep this pain. I want to just leave, and end it. I tried so hard to move on. I failed. I feel as though I want to be free, my own way and just die.
immitable Posted October 23, 2011 Posted October 23, 2011 (edited) It is tough I know, I still get weak emotionally and trying hard to move on, but get caught up in my own circle thoughts. You need to be strong, it may seem dark now but there will be light, see it is going to be better with every day. You are going to be able to look at this a laugh how petty this problem is going to be with time. You are going to heal this is just a part of that process that you feel this way. Edited October 23, 2011 by immitable
mike588 Posted October 23, 2011 Posted October 23, 2011 I tried for the last 3 months to get over her. 11 year relationship, knew we were going to be married. First loves no real reason to leave the relationship. 3 months NC. Friend told me today that he saw her out with a bunch of dudes. I just don't care about her or anything for that matter anymore. I am spiritual but not religious, and I just dont care to keep this pain. I want to just leave, and end it. I tried so hard to move on. I failed. I feel as though I want to be free, my own way and just die. I know how you feel. 3 months is not alot of time, you just have to keep plugging along,, I know it's extremely difficult but you just have to. All of us here have felt the HORRIBLE PAIN that you are going thru and we all will make it even if we feel we just can't go on anymore. This is all about life,, it's a learning,growing experience that we ALL will have to endure at sometime in our life.You are NOT ALONE!! I (and many others) will tell you that you will eventually get thru this and one day you will reflect on this as a stronger person. Keep posting if you feel you need to, were here for you!!
michelleishere Posted October 23, 2011 Posted October 23, 2011 I tried for the last 3 months to get over her. 11 year relationship, knew we were going to be married. First loves no real reason to leave the relationship. 3 months NC. Friend told me today that he saw her out with a bunch of dudes. I just don't care about her or anything for that matter anymore. I am spiritual but not religious, and I just dont care to keep this pain. I want to just leave, and end it. I tried so hard to move on. I failed. I feel as though I want to be free, my own way and just die. BIG HUGS You are going to be okay, I promise
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