LoveandSuch Posted October 23, 2011 Posted October 23, 2011 I believe I have been keeping myself in a lock box, afraid to venture after some time in a bad relationship. I let my gaurd down and went out with the man I figured was weird and he was EXACT opposite! He is a nice guy, we had a fantastic time. I am in the right mind frame of just taking it easy and just letting things go slow and easy. Although he has his kinks...kinky..lol, it felt so natural and easy and my going beyond with my imagination with the kinks from first impression, they were actually normal thoughts and not as outlandish as I assumed. The issue now is he thinks I am too good for him in all ways, but it is simply not true. But I feel healthy again...natural in opening myself up a little. It feels good!
Cracker Jack Posted October 23, 2011 Posted October 23, 2011 That's good to hear. Opening yourself up after being closed up for awhile is a good thing.
K.K. Posted October 23, 2011 Posted October 23, 2011 Congrats. Why would he think you're too good for him? Maybe he wants a dirrrty girl. Maybe he thinks you're not. Is that what you mean?
FrustratedStandards Posted October 23, 2011 Posted October 23, 2011 Good! People often mistake "letting my guard down" meaning allowing yourself to be vulnerable, but that's not at all the case. In your case I think you were just scared to explore, and now that you have, and met someone perhaps not exactly your type, you still learned you can have a great time with them. Honestly, that's truly great I'm really happy you could come out of your shell Yay!
Feelin Frisky Posted October 23, 2011 Posted October 23, 2011 Thank for sharing your joy. It feels good too.
Author LoveandSuch Posted October 23, 2011 Author Posted October 23, 2011 Congrats. Why would he think you're too good for him? Maybe he wants a dirrrty girl. Maybe he thinks you're not. Is that what you mean? Well, no we talked alot last night. I believe with certain circumstances in his life he would do better with someone that there is not a potential for deep binding....taking it to a higher level. So, maybe not a dirty girl, but one he will not fall for.
Author LoveandSuch Posted October 23, 2011 Author Posted October 23, 2011 Thanks everyone for the positive replies! The absurd part of it, is I ended the relationship today. I am happy to have jumped out of my box, but also know what I wish for and do not feel this is the relationship for me, at this point in my life. Just feels good to have let the flood gates down!!!!
Author LoveandSuch Posted October 23, 2011 Author Posted October 23, 2011 Good for you!! Go for what you need/want and have fun being YOU! Thanxxs Benni!!!!
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