SamIam91 Posted October 22, 2011 Posted October 22, 2011 We got into a argument about his ex-wife because I feel he still has feelings for her but is afraid to admit to that. I spoke with him about her for the 1st time since knowing one another and said I know he still has feelings for her and before I could finish He got super defensive and ended the webcam chat and went on to say.. [HIM] i dont have feelings for my x that b!**h ruined my life she makes me so f**king mad i would rather shoot myself in the f**king head than live with her nagging at me all god damn day. Now I do not for a sec doubt how he feels about me, but I have doubt about how he feels for her. So I called him to talk about it to let him know I don't expect him to be fully over her and he would not let me finish and he hung up. So instead of calling and adding fuel to the flame I took to text message and said: [ME] For the person who said they would never do anything to hurt me you just did, Thank You. Listen to this song Sarah Evans - My Heart Can't Tell You No. Bye *****<<-- His Name He texted back with: [HIM] So we're done? So I am guessing after he thought I was walking away he said I only say bye and goodbye if its for good via IM in which I replied back with: [ME] I don't know what to tell you ***** you can't give me a answer.. I asked you what you expect of me and i also want to know where my place is at because im getting tired of waiting on a text a phone call a im or anything.. for that matter your too stubborn and you cant seem to see its pushing me away maybe thats what you want i dont know. He replied with: [HIM] SamIam91 <<<--Took out my real name What I expect from you… it’s a good question seeing as I don’t talk about my feelings. I love you… I have for awhile. I love the nights we lay together on skype all the time we spend together talking. I know we fight a lot and I have issues that need to be resolved so I don’t have anger issues… Ive tried to work on it and its hard for me. I expect that u feel somewhat the same way that I do. And I will try harder to express my feelings and my thoughts to you so that you know what im feeling and thinking. I don’t text first cause im not willing to itterupt your day,. And the other half of the time I just sit and space out and don’t thinking about talking on my phone, I don’t talk to a lot of ppl during the day for the fact I cant keep a conversation going to save my life. And I didn’t turn my cam on cause I was aggravated and didn’t want you to see me like that. I do have anger issues ill try and work on that as much as I can. I do love you and I expect that you feel the same. My question is: Can it be possible for him to do that. I've heard this before but instead of he'll open up he said he'd " try " to work on taking his anger out on me through arguments. Is it possible for him to be more open.. I am so lost in all of this.
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