sheba10 Posted October 20, 2011 Posted October 20, 2011 cut along story short, me and my ex split about 2 weeks ago, reason being im too stressed and am negativ and moody, basiclly i have change from the woman i used to be.We were together 10 years. He has said a few time that i really need to speak to someone,as i have had a few dramas in the last few years.He had a onenightstand about 7 years ago and thinks maybe i never got over it. I have.I know at the moment we will not get back together, its all so fresh and he is also very sad about this, i have never seen him so stressed. He said last week that he needs to live on his own and look out for himself, which i understand.We told each other last night that we still love each other and there were lots of hugs and that we do want to stay great friends.We had great times too, wasnt all bad. After a really bad downer yesterday, i have decided to seek help for my problems, the said i could be suffering from depression and am been refered. I felt a great relief after speaking to the doc, i should have done it sooner and then i woulnt be in this mess, but hey. My ex has been living at his friends since the split and i have stayed in our flat. I also found somewhere else to live today, which is a relief. But i feel like i lost my soulmate, its hard.
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