breaking up

[chucksbabygurl17]

Well here is my story a few weeks ago my boyfriend and I broke up after 4yrs because we both cheated on eachother and I felt in my heart this is not what I wanted I am 19yrs old and when I was with him I felt like a 40yr old house wife doing what he told me to do... I moved out and got all my stuff I felt really hurt and lost for a few days but to tell you the truth I started to feel like I have found myself until he kept calling me all hours of the night asking me to come back and saying he loved me and he wanted me to come back home... And I kept telling him it was over and we were not ment to be with eachother because we both had some issues we needed to fix...But he wouldnt listen so finally I gave in and I came back but know that I am back here I dont feel the same as I used to I dont know what I am even doing here I dont think I love him anymore because I know this sounds so horrible but when I am with him I am thinking about someone else but I been thinking about telling him how I really feel but I cant get the courage to tell him because I know he loves me and I know he really wants to be with me... He is a good guy I dont want to hurt him anymore we both already did enough damage to eachother so I am afraid to tell him that my heart its in the wrong place right now and I didnt have that long to think about things and it still hurts.. so any advice anyone want to give me plz

[louise_23]

Well here is my story a few weeks ago my boyfriend and I broke up after 4yrs because we both cheated on eachother and I felt in my heart this is not what I wanted I am 19yrs old and when I was with him I felt like a 40yr old house wife doing what he told me to do... I moved out and got all my stuff I felt really hurt and lost for a few days but to tell you the truth I started to feel like I have found myself until he kept calling me all hours of the night asking me to come back and saying he loved me and he wanted me to come back home... And I kept telling him it was over and we were not ment to be with eachother because we both had some issues we needed to fix...But he wouldnt listen so finally I gave in and I came back but know that I am back here I dont feel the same as I used to I dont know what I am even doing here I dont think I love him anymore because I know this sounds so horrible but when I am with him I am thinking about someone else but I been thinking about telling him how I really feel but I cant get the courage to tell him because I know he loves me and I know he really wants to be with me... He is a good guy I dont want to hurt him anymore we both already did enough damage to eachother so I am afraid to tell him that my heart its in the wrong place right now and I didnt have that long to think about things and it still hurts.. so any advice anyone want to give me plz

 

 

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