SomeCrazyDude Posted October 16, 2011 Posted October 16, 2011 So I'm disgusting.. I really don't mean to be, but i am. I'm a very attractive guy who has no problem getting with pretty much any women i come across. Regardless, I have alot of sex with multiple people... usually 3 different women a week. I'm seperated from my wife pending a divorce in which i kind of believe may have something to do with my sexual frustration but at the same time I can't control myself. If i get drunk its over... Being sober i know and understand what it is i've become and hate myself for it. All the upset women, txt messages and phone calls from them, etc, etc, really weighs heavy on my chest. The problem lies in that I make descent money, am physically attractive, and being from tx makes me have a silver tounge meaning im pretty convincing. I'm not too sure on what to do about this situation in which i've gotten myself stuck in. I'm really a pretty good guy believe it or not, its just when i get drunk all my self-perservative we'll say goes out the window and my other head takes over. I've seen counseling about it and all i recieved out of that deal was the ability to spill my story and suggestions to write letters on paper. needless to say it wasn't that helpful. I've tryied not drinking but with the rediculous job i have, stress from my soon to be ex, and etc, I like being able to have a time where i'm not so obsorbed in the bull**** and can relax. Anyways, thats my story... Not proud of it but hey who's really 100% perfect in life?
mike111 Posted October 16, 2011 Posted October 16, 2011 Not sure what to say. But it sounds like you hate yourself for what you are doing. And that's not good. You've been to counseling. That's good. But I guess it didn't work. I guess the only questions I could ask is: 1) what do you want to do? 2) And what type of person do you really want to be? Those are two for starters. Answer back, if you like. mike
Author SomeCrazyDude Posted October 16, 2011 Author Posted October 16, 2011 well being able to control myself would be fantastic... its almost like i'm a Schizo and my other half is a sexual deviant. ha. I don't know man. I'm just not liking what i'm becoming. If this was just a couple of times kind of deal it wouldn't be that bad. Its been months now..
mike111 Posted October 16, 2011 Posted October 16, 2011 well being able to control myself would be fantastic... its almost like i'm a Schizo and my other half is a sexual deviant. ha. I don't know man. I'm just not liking what i'm becoming. If this was just a couple of times kind of deal it wouldn't be that bad. Its been months now.. It reads to me like you have two serious addiction problems, booze and sex. I hate saying to someone they may need rehab, but you might fit into that category. The good thing about rehab is, they isolate you away from the rest of the world community (the place where you practice all that self-hatred of your own self) for 6 to 8 weeks at a time, or longer, and get you to work on yourself with other people similar to yourself. I would seriously look at doing just this, and checking into a rehab and isolating yourself from the rest of the world community and getting a hold of yourself. But............if you do decide this is what you need to do, make sure it is a MENS ONLY facility. I think you need help. And if you do decide to go in, don't fight the program, rather go with it and learn. mike
FitChick Posted October 17, 2011 Posted October 17, 2011 At least have the balls to tell the women you are newly separated and just want to have one night stands. If they are up for it, then you are on the same page. In the meantime, get a vasectomy because you are a sitting duck for a woman who is looking for money by getting pregnant.
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