headsashed Posted October 14, 2011 Posted October 14, 2011 well ive just been to brussels for 2 days with my brother,im from the uk,finding out on monday that my ex had slept with someone else that weekend actually hurt more than the break up,so it though this trip would help,i suppose it did,my 1st day was ok until bedtime then all i could do was think about them 2 together,so i didnt sleep much. my 2nd day was a killer, i couldnt get her out of my head but i still strolled through my day. when i got home i had a message on facebook from her asking if we could clear the air when i got back,i never responded,does she think ill stop hurting in 2 days? lol, 1 thing that did help was my phone didnt work over there,i have no idea why as i have an htc desire,so its all upto date,so i couldnt contact her or hear from her. When i did get home though i felt as though i wasnt or couldnt even be bothered with her,surely thats a good sign,it hit me again this morning but not as bad as other mornings,so i think i maybe making progress and this trip did help in some little way. I am still hurting and angry for what she has done but my temptation to contact her is getting less now,maybe thats just anger though?
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