musicSaves12 Posted October 14, 2011 Posted October 14, 2011 About to close on week two of NC and still going strong. However, I am still hurt and frustrated over the whole thing. This is probably the hardest break up I've been in my life, not depression bad but bad enough ha. It is just really hard knowing that I thought there could have been a future with the relationship when she however did not feel the same way. I know there was nothing I really did wrong, though I'm sure I was too nice/needy at times. I don't feel like I'm a Beta or whatever those books say from reading a couple of the pages you can see on Amazon, they kinda seem like common since, but I guess what do I know they are the experts. I feel like I have been doing good though I have gotten numbers and continue to build upon that. Probably just rambling but it is nice to get this out of my head and written down. Better than complaining to my friends haha. I'll just keep moving forward and go with the flow.
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