k100danny Posted October 14, 2011 Posted October 14, 2011 So ive broken up with my ex 2 months, it wasnt a long relationship only a few months but we were very close friends before, tried being friends afterwards and couldnt but met for coffee today and it went ok but it also brought back some feelings. Now we have chatted a bit via text since leaving from the coffee shop and i admitted that i was still not totally over her but we could be true friends when i was as it was quite pleasant having a laugh and joke with each other like we used to before we became a couple, anyway this is a note to anyone breaking no contact DONT DO IT. I found myself fishing for info through texts until she said to me she hadnt moved on with anyone or slept with anyone and she didnt have time for a relationship right now but she had kissed this guy a couple of times when they had been out, said he isnt her type for a relationship but he had asked to take her out and she agreed although it hadnt happened and she said she wasnt really up for going. Now it feels like ive had my heart ripped out again. I was obviously holding onto some feelings and it feels like a second break up, this guy i knew liked her, he liked her before we got together and i thought something may happen but i guess i was hoping it all wasnt true. I feel so let down, i mean she did tell me about him when we got together and said he had asked her out but she said no, he left her alone when she told him she was now in a relationship with me then as soon as i was gone he was back on the scene. I do truly feel she isnt looking for a relationship with this guy and has just kissed him but i still feel betrayed, i mean i would kiss girls on nights out given the chance and wouldnt feel guilty but i wouldnt be looking for a relationship yet. i suppose its different when the shoe is on the other foot though and its happening to you. anyway i have a feeling i will get no sleep tonight, im a very anxious guy and ive only a few minutes ago heard this news and its made me physically sick.
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