headsashed Posted October 11, 2011 Posted October 11, 2011 I know ill get slated yet again and boy i deserve it,since my last post which was about a week ago ive been NC and done well with it until last night. My ex had txt me asking how my uncles funeral had gone,so i replied saying it went ok thanx,hope you had a good weekend. Then she replied with she had an amazing weekend blah blah and she kind of said something about her gonig with someone,like a fool i asked if she had and she denied it in a sense so it was obvious that she had,in the end she admitted it,it killed me,it really did,but i take full blame for quizzing her. I suppose i wanted closure and knowing she had been with someone would give me it. Anyway,during these few txts she asked what i was upto,so i told her i was with my friend so an so,now my ex always hated this girl for some reason,btw this friend is a lesbien whom used to live with me before i met my ex. So this morning i had a few txts off my ex asking if id slept with my friend etc,i never replied. Then i got a phone called,witheld number,so i answered it,it was my ex,wow,it kicked off big style,she was crying,saying she hopes my life gets ruined and i wasted 2 years of her life and she had to dig at me saying she slept with this guy twice,that was it,id had enough,so i put phone down. An hour later she txts saying sorry and that she enjoyed her time with me and wishes me well,i never replied,then she starts telling me she was drunk and didnt know what she was doing the 1st time and the 2nd time she was drunk but knew what she was doing. Ive ignored them until about an hour ago where i sent her a msg saying how horrible she is that she can sleep with another man twice so quickly and it shows me what kind of person she has become and i hate her for it. So as much as its hurt me i think thats the final closure i needed to let her go,its disgusting what she has done so quickly. The only thing thats getting to me now is i cant get the image out of my head of them 2 sleeping together,its killing me so much. On a posotive note,im going away tomorrow for a couple of days,abroad too,woohoo,maybe i just need these few days away to gather my head yet again. Oh and i still havent saved her number nor do i have anything on my pc,social sites,house that remind me of her,only her bike i suppose,but thats broke and i aint fixing it,she not worth it haha.
Dirts Posted October 11, 2011 Posted October 11, 2011 Tough stuff man. Although my situation is different I feel your pain. I can't even imagine what it must be like to know a girl has gone off and played around that quickly. But IMHO it just shows you to be the better person. Keep at it, I know my pain will pass just as yours will.
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