cez27 Posted October 10, 2011 Posted October 10, 2011 Break up hurts i was with this man for 2yrs and 3months we got engaged after 1yr and 8 months i thought we were in love and we will never leave each other, i got pregnant when i was with him but it ended up in miscarry. we had lots of ups and down horrible fights and even cheating in btwn. But we keep on apologising and sticking to each other, many break up cos he even beats me and i kept on forgiving him and taking him back cos in my eyes he was everything to me, i loved everything about him and he forgave me too so many times he made me feel safe and loved at a point everyone in the small town where i lived knew us and they thought we will never break up...he was the kind of man i would definitely want to have a future with he had the guts... Last month we had a huge fight and i told him is over cos i was angry, he travelled a broad for 10dys, i waited and missed him but 3 days, he started seeing someone, i was shocked i got panicked, i apologise and beg him to come back to me but that pushed him even far away and until now he is still seeing this woman and i guess may be its a relationship...they are now together at least 1 month....he told me he cant be with me any more but he is denying he is not in relationship with this other woman.... Am really hurt cos i don't understand how someone can just throw everything, past two months we were trying to get pregnant, and we were going to get married we have all the documents ready....Is this relationship A REBOUND RELSTIONSHIP ??? i keep on hoping he will come back to me now i stop contacting him cos i humiliated myself in-front of that other woman am a shamed, i dont want anyone to see me, But i dont think he is going to come back this was the longest time we have ever been apart and he have never chose any woman over me. THIS IS REAL AM SCARED BUT ITS THE REALITY I HAVE NEVER BEEN DUMPED OR SEPARATED FROM SOMEONE I LOVE AND PLAN MY FUTURE WITH. ANYWAY AM GETTING BETTER NOW WITH THE FACT THAT AM NOT SLEEPING WITH HIM BUT HE IS STILL CONTROLLING MY LIFE HE STOP ME FROM HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS IN SOME OF MY FAVORITES BAR SINCE HE KNOWS THE OWNER....THIS IS NOT FUN COS I NORMALLY RELEASE MY STRESS WITH PARTY;) WE ARE IN SMALL TOWN WITH FEW BARS BUT AM TRYING TO MOVE ON BUT HOPING HE DUMP THAT GIRL FOR ME COS I STILL LOVE HIM AND I DONT WANT TO DATE ANYONE ELSE.....ANY SUGGETION
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