Do I still have a chance or is she playing me

[Ceddie13]

We dated for 6 months, we had our share of ups and downs like all couples do. But I was still flirting with other girls because I am a flirt... well long story short we date from march til sept now we have been broken up for a month now. A little back story is I go to a christian school the relationships ending over god not wanting us to be together are common rather than just an excuse. Well honestly god wasn't the center of our relationship and I was immature in areas that she wanted to see maturity, when she broke up with me she made it clear why she never said it was forever. she even made me not make it sound like to my mom we were over forever. I am on internship this semester so I didn't return to school because of it but in the time of the break up she became really close to mutual female friends who 2 out of the 4 have bf's that don't go their and the other two are single so everyone of those girls has an opinion about how we do things and it obviously influenced her even though we had probs. Also 3 weeks ago I drove to see her randomly at school she was fine about it even though we were supposed to be friends, we still held hands all smiles everything felt great and neither one of us told our friends where we were going. But after our meeting she got pressured into telling her older sister who is one of those 4 girls and lets just say it was a chain reaction to the rest which resulted in her not talking to me for a whole week because she had to think about how neither one of us had changed and we shouldn't talk for a bit and just gave a bunch of rules so that we focus on god and not each other. So I am seeking advice on does she still want to be together when I go back in january, is she hopeing to see a change in me. should I do no contact and just make her wonder, does she miss me I mean this will be two weeks of zero contact at all and my boy who's dating one of the 4 girls is visiting so do you think it will make her miss us? any advice will be great I just need some closure from people who have been here.