FeelingSmall Posted October 8, 2011 Posted October 8, 2011 Had second day of new job today.Had a good time, was being trained by this guy who was just sweet as sugar. I laughed and joked around with him all day and we had lunch at a little cafe together. Didn't think about my ex once all day. It was great, and for the first time since things ended with the ex I had fun, real fun, real laughter, real smiles. Got home to the empty (And FREEZING) apartment and felt a little cruddy though. It does suck coming home to nothing. I don't miss HIM, I just miss being greeted by a human. At least my cat is here and always thrilled to see me. Guy from work gave me his number and since we won't be seeing each other at work again (solo projects) asked if I would like to hang out sometime. Perhaps have dinner, grab a beer so on and so forth. I said I might give him a call. Don't want to give him the wrong impression though. Not ready to date and I don't know how to tell him that without A) sounding presumptuous and B) causing bad feelings. I like this guy, first time I liked someone in a while. Kinda sucks really. We clicked but, there's just no way I could go down that road right now. Maybe later, not now. Would love to be friends though, and would love to have someone to go out with once in a while, hangout with. I haven't been "out" in a while now. UGH, why now?
mike111 Posted October 8, 2011 Posted October 8, 2011 Had second day of new job today.Had a good time, was being trained by this guy who was just sweet as sugar. I laughed and joked around with him all day and we had lunch at a little cafe together. Didn't think about my ex once all day. It was great, and for the first time since things ended with the ex I had fun, real fun, real laughter, real smiles Right on, FeelingSmall! And good going! Woo hoo! Now maybe you can change your pseudonym to "feelingbig"? Keep focusing on all the positives that are happening with yourself, and do your best to shut out the negative. Be well! And a song for you. Chicago - "Feelin' Stronger Every Day" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uoEsMdBzISo mike
Thieves Posted October 8, 2011 Posted October 8, 2011 I laughed and joked around with him all day and we had lunch at a little cafe together. I don't miss HIM, I just miss being greeted by a human. At least my cat is here and always thrilled to see me. I really need to get a cat. Or maybe just a dog. A little jack terrier, perhaps? No, but really, I'm glad things are lookin' up for you! It feels so nice when that finally happens, right? And well, as far as meeting this new guy, you never know what could happen. Just make sure you focus on you this time around. So if you feel you're not ready to go down that road again just yet, then no matter what, trust your guts and stick to that until you feel ready. Sucks that stuff like this happens when you least want it to. But hey, at least you met a sweet guy anyway. Maybe it's just the universe's way of showing you that there is life beyond the ex, that there are other people out there that you can click with...
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