justme46 Posted October 6, 2011 Posted October 6, 2011 short bio common law 6 and half years I have 3 kids older almost out the door and he 2 children still young on a part time basis. What set it off tonight he called leaving work an hour and half later he calls still there I was a little pissed b/c i timed our supper for his arrival. He didn't come home tonight but in it's place a received an nasty email. I'm not crying I'm cold I'm tired this has been going off and on for the last 5 years first four years he worked out of town ldr was hard caught him on dating sites etc. He is a nice man but an emotional winky I can be at times also but now i'm just indifferent. I don't know if I want to be with him anymore I'm scared being an older woman with no career but some how i don't give a crap anymore I'll live in a paper box if I have to and it mght just come to that. I'm venting and probably in shock again the pain will hit tomorrow he seems to do this when he has a weekend off from the kids and a long weekend to boot. Oh ya he drinks alot not a grumpy drunk but a write letters to his ex drunk funny i just realized what i have been putting up with maybe being alone is not as alone as being with someone that seems not to love me
Dark Phoenix Posted October 6, 2011 Posted October 6, 2011 maybe being alone is not as alone as being with someone that seems not to love me I love this quote... I hope you don't mind if I change it a bit and use it for myself I say leave this guy. If he really is doing all of this stuff it would be in your best interest to leave him sooner as opposed to later on. Being alone will come as a shock but you will learn to love yourself and find that being alone isn't as "alone" as you thought, Just like what I quoted from your post.
Author justme46 Posted October 6, 2011 Author Posted October 6, 2011 Thank you for your input and for sure change what you like. Recieved 4 emails from him last night at odd hours I slept. All he said was what he hates about me my kids and the money he put into our homes. Maybe it is just me but after almost 7 years should a man keep throwing what he spent on our home?? I don't nearly make what he makes I pay what I can by food and the small things I guess it was never enough that I also cleaned cooked laundry help with his kids etc. I must have been a roomate, that wasn't paying half I couldn't afford half even if I made 20/ an hour. It hurts really really hurts that what I do for us as a family means sh*t and money means more. He wants me to pack his things and he will get someone to pick them up He wants me and the kids out of the house I have no where to go no family that cares enough to take us in. I'm feeling the pain this morning I'm trying to be strong Should NC ? come into effect right now?
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