momto3boys Posted October 1, 2011 Posted October 1, 2011 (edited) I caved after pretty much a week of NC to my ex. When i called he was asking how i was, i said fine. Then asking if ive had sex with anyone else, what ive been doing, asked our son if ive hung out with any guys. Accused me of being on dating websites (he's the one on dating websites). I was very stand offish and gave him short answers. I asked why he cared who i have been with and what im doing and he said "well if we ever work things out and you're doing all this stuff i wouldnt work things out with you". Then i said "i thought you wanted me to leave you a lone?" He said "i did but i cooled down and you continued NC. I didnt think you'd be that good at NC with me". Then we hung up. I was cold and distant the whole conversation. He was telling me he lost weight and asked if id send him a pic of our unborn babies outfit that he's wearing home from the hospital. I told him my camera didnt work. Then he told me he looked for my camera (i moved out last week) then told me how he has been doing nothing but working and sleeping. I kept short answers. Then we got off the phone. I called him back after an hour or so to question what his intentions were the last conversation we had and guess what????? When i called him back he was cold, distant and mean to me like he was in the first place. Then told me he was sorry about the last conversation and it wouldnt happen again and told me to move on. He told me he didnt want me waiting around for him. Which im not. He told me he thought we should stick with just emailing each other like i originally wanted. Its just so weird that he was basically acting as if he wanted to get back together one minute then ic all back an hour later and he's back to being a jerk! So now im back to square one. I shoulda kept NC because now i feel like crap again Edited October 1, 2011 by momto3boys
brokenheartedinaz Posted October 1, 2011 Posted October 1, 2011 Don't beat yourself up over it...I know exactly how you feel. Seems like everytime I do good I end up taking 2 steps back. At least you didn't get all emotional. Today is a new day! Go back to NC and start over!
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