brokenheartedinaz Posted October 1, 2011 Posted October 1, 2011 (edited) It sucks. I've been having the hardest time ever. Tonight I went to a masquerade ball with my friend trying to go out and have fun, I was so excited until I was surrounded by couples everywhere. I was so depressed and just held back my tears. All I could think about was how much I wanted him there with me too. I almost texted him that I missed him but didn't cause it would only set me back my progress. I wish he would just reach out to me so I could ignore him too, but he doesn't and probably cause I told him not to write me anymore so I could finally let go and move on. I miss him so much it kills me. Edited October 1, 2011 by brokenheartedinaz
mike588 Posted October 1, 2011 Posted October 1, 2011 It sucks. I've been having the hardest time ever. Tonight I went to a masquerade ball with my friend trying to go out and have fun, I was so excited until I was surrounded by couples everywhere. I was so depressed and just held back my tears. All I could think about was how much I wanted him there with me too. I almost texted him that I missed him but didn't cause it would only set me back my progress. I wish he would just reach out to me so I could ignore him too, but he doesn't and probably cause I told him not to write me anymore so I could finally let go and move on. I miss him so much it kills me. Don't contact him. I know how you feel. Even though you told him not to contact you he will ignore that if he really wants to get in touch with you. He may be feeling the same way! Read my thread, I'm jealous of No Contact.
Author brokenheartedinaz Posted October 1, 2011 Author Posted October 1, 2011 Thanks Mike. It's just so hard. It took all my strength last night not to text him. I feel so pathetic. I had a dream last night that him and I hooked up again. Those dreams make you want to just go back to sleep. I just wish I could stop thinking about him. It was getting easier but the last couple days have been extremely tough.
mike588 Posted October 1, 2011 Posted October 1, 2011 Thanks Mike. It's just so hard. It took all my strength last night not to text him. I feel so pathetic. I had a dream last night that him and I hooked up again. Those dreams make you want to just go back to sleep. I just wish I could stop thinking about him. It was getting easier but the last couple days have been extremely tough. I know it's extremely difficult! but you need to continue. I'm somewhere around day 45 of N.C. and feel so much better, you will too! Don't set yourself back then have to start all over again.
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