Janik Posted September 28, 2011 Posted September 28, 2011 What is your problem? I’d really like to know what the **** is wrong with you. We broke up I realize that but does that really give you the right to be a complete ass hole to me? Ever since we broke up almost a month ago you’ve done countless things that are so unnecessary. Let’s start from the top shall we? - You message me telling me I’d better get used to seeing you with girls all the time because apparently “all your friends are girls” after my brother sends you a text telling you you’re an ******* even though I had NOTHING to do with that text - You see me at the bus stop and pretend I’m not there even though you clearly knew I was considering I was walking in front of you right before that - You come to my work with my “friend,” you look into my eyes and stay exactly where I am, assume the worst of me that I’ll bitch you out about it (which I’d proudly like to point out that I didn’t), then you tell my “friend” the reason you didn’t leave the store after you saw me is because you don’t give a **** - You walk right by me at school, look at me then have this “**** why did I have to run into you AGAIN” look, and walk away - You stand outside the ****ing window knowing that I’m sitting right there and can clearly see you I have to admit that if you came up to me I’d probably get really upset, but if you meet my eye at least say hi or ****ing smile and acknowledge the fact that I’m there instead of looking like you’re super frustrated it wouldn’t be as bad. You even told me when we broke up that you would do that but of course not; whatever you’ve said to me has always been empty promises. I can’t even begin to explain how much I hate you and how disappointed I am in you. I really hoped that this break up would knock some sense into you and help you grow up but I can see that it hasn’t done either of those. Is it really that hard to be someone courteous to those around you? Yes I get it that you don’t give a flying **** about me but **** I don’t think you could show it anymore if you tried. The reason for that is probably because you are trying to make this as difficult for me as you can. You may not be doing it consciously, but subconsciously you’re doing an amazing job. It only takes a few minutes of your time to think “Oh right maybe I shouldn’t do that because it’s going to hurt someone,” but for you that seems impossible. You’re an *******, and there’s nothing more or less to it. You don’t care about anyone but yourself and you’re amazing at displaying it. One of these days everything you’ve done to people is going to come and kick you in the ass. It probably already has been for a long time. Those times you ask you why all the negative stuff in your life is happening, you should answer yourself that it’s because of how you treat those around you. I don’t ill wish you even to this day, but something needs to happen in your life in order for you to grow up and stop acting the same since the 7th grade. If something big happens you might not even learn from it, you didn’t before. You’ll just do the bare minimum to get out of it while expecting others to support you for the time being, then as soon as things are somewhat fix, you’ll completely disregard everything they’ve done for you and move on to whatever catches your eye. I can’t imagine living a life such as yours without being completely miserable. Where do you expect to get with that attitude and behaviour? Maybe I’m not looking at the big picture and completely missing the fact that you have changed, but after all the credit I’ve given you during the last three years, I can’t believe that’s the case. Grow up. That’s all the advice I can give you. Everyone I’ve talked to over the time I’ve known you agrees that you need to grow up real bad. You can’t live your life the way you have been forever, but if you do then enjoy being miserable and alone for the rest of your days.
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