NamPueng Posted September 28, 2011 Posted September 28, 2011 I can't explain it. I can't put one word or multiples to describe that I still have this lingering feeling that it is not over. I have never in my life cared about someone for this long even when I have not had a real conversation with him in years. Seriously, years. Hah. When together, I felt simplicity and peace with myself. As much as I said and acted the opposite, I felt something I cannot seem to run into. I don't have excuses or the need to justify why I acted the way I did. I was young, all said and done I was stupid and truly couldn't understand what I had. What I had, was wonderful. How have I come to realize this you ask? Fair enough. I discovered who I was for a year. Observing and understanding my wants, needs, likes, and dislikes. Later dated and found out any man can offer me the world..but no man can understand, love, connect, bond, or hate me the way I once was. I know he is long gone, I know I will never get to see or have him again. We are on opposite sides of the country now. I moved on with life long ago, and so has he. Its the thought that counts, but its the thought that hurts.
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