Buttercup84 Posted September 25, 2011 Posted September 25, 2011 I just realized I made it a week nc . And I didn't even know ! Of course I think of him every day still , but not as much and not in the same way . I have no urge to contact him . I'm slowly feeling distant to him now . Maybe not even attracted anymore . Of course if I saw him or he wrote to me it will likely bring up **** again . But for the first time I can even imagine kissing someone else , not dating though . I'm not over him , I still hurt sometimes but it's actually getting better . It's been almost four months . At first I broke down , was on medication , suicidal , went to the emergency room at one point. I had anxiety attacks everyday and just wanted to die. I really thought he was the one , and I could never love again . Right now I can't imagine being in love again , but I guess it will come . My point is , if you are feeling so much pain , it will get better .
Mack05 Posted September 25, 2011 Posted September 25, 2011 whoop whoop!! Butter I hope you stay here, even after your heart has healed..It gives me great pride and satisfaction to see you making so much progress. You will be a great help to many others down the line on this forum...
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