arbrne_vet Posted September 25, 2011 Posted September 25, 2011 Ok, brief history. 3 year relationship, then last year about this time, she went out, stayed out all night, did not answer her phone. called me the next am. would not even answer her phone in the am. so, she was not sure if she wanted to make it work, yet she kept calling. so we went out for dinner, and i asked her to marry me. she would not answer, but we had a good night. two weeks later, asked again, and she said yes. things were great for another 2 weeks, then she changed, drastically. stoped being intimate with me, quit coming to my house. said she was too busy. not really great for the next few months. she kept telling me she needed time to heal. over and over she said this. then in april, she stopped wearing my ring. i stopped contact,she came after me, got me back, but still was not like before. very distant still. anyway......... she started going out with her friends about every other two weeks. no time for me, but had time for her friends. tried talking about it, but she kept throwing the past in my face. (no cheating invovled, she was just not happy) when she had no leg to stand on, she would throw the past in my face. so... my son comes home from college. she went out again, and said because my son was here. then, she got mad because i never invited her over to see my son. my response was, you have not had time the past 6 months to stop by and say hello, or hi or anything, so why should i even think you would come over to see my son?? i am so tired of this. i chase, then she runs away, then when i have enough, and stop chasing or calling, then she finds some stupid reason to contact me. then she gets distant again, and it all starts all over again. what the hell is going on with her????
TheDovic Posted September 25, 2011 Posted September 25, 2011 I personally think she is confused about what she wants. It appears she wants to see what's out there for her, but wants to keep you on the backburner in case she doesn't find anyone "better!" Almost typical "Grass is Greener" syndrome. I'm sure you've seen the post explaining it. My ex does things like this too. She doesn't want me but contacts me frequently when I cut contact and is angry at me for silly things i.e. if I watch a tv show by myself that we used to watch together.
Mack05 Posted September 25, 2011 Posted September 25, 2011 (edited) what the hell is going on with her???? More like what the hell is going on with you mate. This girl clearly has issues and instead of focusing all your effort on healing, your focusing (obsessing) all your energy on her. You will never figure a girl like this out. They don't think like a normal person so obessing over her is a pointless excercise that will never get you anyhere.. I posted this on the 15th of August in one of your threads. You know what has changed? NOTHING.. Either way your ex is not your problem and you need to let her take her own path. Forgive her, accept external factors are the cause for her irrational behaviour. Focus on you, not her. Guys that tend to fall for these girls, have personal demons of their own. Water finds its own level. You need to look back honestly over the relationship and figure out where you went wrong from your prespective. Focus on your flaws, focus on being a better man. Learn from your mistakes, so that you don't repeat them in the next relationship.... STAY NO CONTACT!!!!!!!!!! Edited September 25, 2011 by Mack05
geegirl Posted September 25, 2011 Posted September 25, 2011 Ok, brief history. 3 year relationship, then last year about this time, she went out, stayed out all night, did not answer her phone. called me the next am. would not even answer her phone in the am. so, she was not sure if she wanted to make it work, yet she kept calling. so we went out for dinner, and i asked her to marry me. she would not answer, but we had a good night. two weeks later, asked again, and she said yes. things were great for another 2 weeks, then she changed, drastically. stoped being intimate with me, quit coming to my house. said she was too busy. not really great for the next few months. she kept telling me she needed time to heal. over and over she said this. then in april, she stopped wearing my ring. i stopped contact,she came after me, got me back, but still was not like before. very distant still. anyway......... she started going out with her friends about every other two weeks. no time for me, but had time for her friends. tried talking about it, but she kept throwing the past in my face. (no cheating invovled, she was just not happy) when she had no leg to stand on, she would throw the past in my face. so... my son comes home from college. she went out again, and said because my son was here. then, she got mad because i never invited her over to see my son. my response was, you have not had time the past 6 months to stop by and say hello, or hi or anything, so why should i even think you would come over to see my son?? i am so tired of this. i chase, then she runs away, then when i have enough, and stop chasing or calling, then she finds some stupid reason to contact me. then she gets distant again, and it all starts all over again. what the hell is going on with her???? What is going on with you that you will allow someone to play you like a yo-yo?
Mack05 Posted September 25, 2011 Posted September 25, 2011 Here is my no contact guide mate...it's vital you stop responding to her... I am reading a pretty helpful book (one of many I have read recently) called Getting Past your breakup ->http://www.amazon.com/Getting-Past-Y.../dp/B0026A6C4U There is a great section in the book called The Rules of disengagement, which is basically a chapter written about 'No Contact'. The first thing you must do to be successful at NC is affirmatively decide you are not going to contact your ex NO MATTER WHAT. You must make a contract with yourself to stop doing it, which means you must sit with the uncomfortable emotions until they pass. You must decide that you will not call, instant message or email your ex. You will not check his or her Facebook or Myspace page. This contract with yourself means that you will not put yourself in places where you could have an "accidental meeting" with your ex. You will decide that even if you think you have every reason in the world to connect, you will think it through and talk it through with your family and friends. Therefore not acting on it immediately. There are normally 7 reasons that keep us stuck in a rut, that makes us want to break NC. These reasons are listed below.. 1) Why can't we be friends. After a breakup the work each person has to do is lose the couple identity. Each person needs to establish again his or hers identity and no longer see themselves as part of the couple they once were. Therefore being friends in the aftermath of a breakup is a complete NO NO! The atmosphere is too emtionally charged. You both need time to get yourselves together. If you leave each other alone initially you may come back later as saner, more grounded people with a better chance of being friends. But right now you need to concentrate on yourself and your healing.. 2) I Must have Closure. You may have many questions, but you need to accept that some will never get answered. Even if you have questions that seem to drive you crazy, you must decide that the answers don't matter, probably won't make sense, probably aren't going to satisfy you and are not going to give you any sense of closure. It is your responsibility to accept that you may have to close this chapter without answers, explanations, and without input from someone else. It is not only possible for you to survive without the answers but it's necessary. Staying in the questions, repeating them and ruminating over the possible answers will only keep you stuck. Despite your fervent belief that somehow one final scene with your ex will lead to closure, it will not. You don't need to know what your ex thinks or why your ex did this or that, to move on. If you want closure, you need to do the grief work, intergrate the experience into your life and turn the page. That is how closure happens...FROM WITHIN.. 3) I just need to make sense of it all" and I just have one more thing to say to you before I let go"...You may think that if you can just talk sense into your ex, then everything will be fine. You may have heard illogical or unreasonable explanations that left you stunned and speechless at the time, but now they go round and round in your head and you can think of a thousand rebuttals to them all. As you ruminate on the things your ex said, you come up with reasons your ex is wrong, and then you start to imagine how having a change to talk things out will resolve all the misunderstandings. It becomes your impassioned belief that you can have a conversation and turn the wrongheadedness around. If your ex dumped you and you think it was the wrong thing to do, he or she needs to figure that out. You can't be the one to "fix" your ex's thinking. The bottom line is that if your ex see's things in a cockeyed way now, he or she is going to continue to see things the same way whenever you are not around to correct this twisted prespective. It takes hard work and constant vigilance to keep someone "thinking correctly", and you don't want that kind of responsibility or control. The fact is you need to accept that you have been with someone whose approach to life is simply incompatible to yours. Perhaps it was evident that you thought in different ways, saw the world differently, and operated on irreconcilable differences but you chose to ignore it or worked hard to correct it. You can't ignore dissimilar viewpoints any longer. Accept the fact that you think differently and let it go so you can find someone whose way of thinking is compatible with yours. 4) I want to be available for reconciliation. Sometimes people don't acknowledge that they are staying in touch to keep hope of reconciliation alive. Examining your quest for contact and being honest about your real intentions will help you stop making excuses to make contact. Even if it is your fervent hope that you will reconcile, taking a break and going NC will help you regardless of what happens down the line. You both have been through a trying time, and you must face that a break will do each of you the world of good. Now is the time to reassess where you've been and where you are going, even if you are going there together. You will need to take stock of yourself and the relationship so that you can figure out what went wrong and what needs to go right in future. Until communicate ends (and it should end for at least 60 days and until your ex reaches out (you should never be the one that reaches out) it is impossible to do that. Even if you do reconcile, the relationship you knew has ended, so you must grieve for the relationship has passed and move on from what once was. Because if you do reconcile (and the odds are long against) it has to be different than it was before or it will just fail. Again. 5) I just need to give this stuff back...People become very creative in finding ways to stay in contact with their exe's. One of the most innocent ploys you hear about is when one person insists on retrieving something - a piece of clothing, a household item that belongs to him or her. Think about how important the item really is. If you need to return it, put it in a box and mail it. No note, no nothing. If you are the one who wants it, think about it. Is it worth more than your sanity?Probably not. Making a clean break is important, so clear up loose ends immediately. Avoid keeping anything or leaving anything that can be asked for later on. If you still have things return them. If there are things you have left behind ask for them once more (if its important to you) otherwise forget it and move on. 6) Im just so Horny! Continuing a physical relationship after giving up the committed relationship and its inherent respondsibilities is a prescription for trouble. Do not buy into "friends with benefits" scenarios. Benefits must have corresponding respondsibilites and if they don't you are using each other. So stop it and grow up. There is no such thing as "friends with benefits". There is only friends who have no idea what they're doing to the detriment of themselves and each other. Don't do it with your ex or anyone else for that matter. Conduct your life with dignity, and don't give away anything unless the person you're giving it to takes some responsibility toward you, especially if he or she is an ex lover. If it's dead bury it. Don't sleep with it. 7) We run in the same circles. There are many situations where full NC is impossible. In this case, NC means that you don't speak unless it's necessary and you don't use bumping into each other as an excuse to call, email or text later on. Work/College breakups are very difficult. It is hard to be prefessional when everyone knows your business. You might need to draw some lines with your ex and agree on saying nothing at work/college about the breakup. The last thing you need at the office/class everyday is all your colleagues gossiping about you. Try to talk to your ex about the ground rules for discussing the relationship at work before the rumour mill gets going. Agree to keep it very business like, and only share your personal pain with close friends who do not work/study with your ex. Keep the boundaries very clear. Focus on you not him/her, keep your side of the street clean even if your ex doesn't. I am now nearly 2 months NC. I have nearly broke NC quite a few times. Happily I didn't. Here are a few things I did when I was close to breaking NC 1) Write a journal/diary first thought that was in my head. Don't edit it.. 2) Write Letters to my ex that I am never going to send.. 3) Call a friend of family member for support and Vent on LS.. 4) Take a long hot bath.. 5) Picked up some new hobbies or really focused on the stuff I love doing. During my relationship and the afermath, I lost my passion for alot of things I used to love. I went out and got my passion back.. 6) Go for a long scenic walk.. 7) Go to the gym.. 8) Pampered myself. Went off to a hotel for the day in the country with 2 bottles of cheap champagne. Happy days! 9) When I started to overthinking about my ex and her faults/behaviour, I reeled myself back and focused on me again.. 10) Wrote short term and long term goals and tick them off one by one.. Remember continuing to seek contact or respond to contact just keeps you stuck and adds to your hurt. It's counterproductive to building a new and meaningful life. We all deserve better...
Author arbrne_vet Posted September 25, 2011 Author Posted September 25, 2011 thanks! i know what i need to do. will keep you all posted here.
Author arbrne_vet Posted September 25, 2011 Author Posted September 25, 2011 also just wanted to add, WOW!!! i read what you posted, and it is all that is swimming in my head. now, i don't feel like there is something wrong with me!!well, maybe there is because i have been playing this game soo long!! lol!! this is something i need to read over and over and over again, until it sinks in. time for me to think about me!!!
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