Author torn_curtain Posted September 23, 2011 Author Posted September 23, 2011 (edited) I must be a total nutcase because I'm back to being completely enthralled with him. This boy has this go go go energy that is intoxicating. I can tell I'll never get any sleep around him. I'm honestly kind of surprised he's so into me. :bunny: Can't wait for his visit............ Edited September 23, 2011 by torn_curtain
Eternal Sunshine Posted September 23, 2011 Posted September 23, 2011 I must be a total nutcase because I'm back to being completely enthralled with him. This boy has this go go go energy that is intoxicating. I can tell I'll never get any sleep around him. I'm honestly kind of surprised he's so into me. :bunny: Can't wait for his visit............ Enjoy, don't psyche yourself out! Have a glass of wine before you are due to meet him. I have a feeling this is going to work out for you
Author torn_curtain Posted September 23, 2011 Author Posted September 23, 2011 (edited) Enjoy, don't psyche yourself out! Have a glass of wine before you are due to meet him. I have a feeling this is going to work out for you A glass? Pssh. I'll have to stop myself from finishing half a bottle, because I'm sure I'll be biting my fingers off. He joked to me that he'll just look for the girl who is sprawled out on the floor. But nah...I'll probably restrict myself to a glass. Getting drunk would spoil the fun and destroy my memory of our first meeting. I want to be fully present. He has also told me that he's going to hold me hostage and hug me for a really long time when we meet whether I like it or not. I can't wait..... Edited September 23, 2011 by torn_curtain
betterdeal Posted September 23, 2011 Posted September 23, 2011 I must be a total nutcase because I'm back to being completely enthralled with him. This boy has this go go go energy that is intoxicating. I can tell I'll never get any sleep around him. I'm honestly kind of surprised he's so into me. :bunny: Can't wait for his visit............ Boom! All that energy comes from somewhere, and that's usually somewhere in the future i.e. he'll have low lows. If that works for you, great. Just sayin' what goes up must come down.
Citizen Erased Posted September 23, 2011 Posted September 23, 2011 Well, this thread just shows you need to calm down! I get the highs, the lust (I have never been more sexually frustrated than between us getting close and meeting) and of course, it's normal to doubt what things will be like once you meet. In fact, if you didn't I'd think you were being naive. Relax, enjoy your meeting. Just please try not to ignore those little nagging thoughts that can pop up, thinking you were just doing the same thing you have done in the past. Communication is always important, but especially so in a LDR. TELL him when things bother you, issues don't tend to be solved magically out of thin air, and you have mentioned some valid ones. It will be your saving grace, cos these relationships are frustrating and can make even the most self assured of people crack. And now I'm getting ahead of myself for you! I'm really happy for you BTW, the first meeting is so exciting! If not for a certain LSer calming me down the night before, I would have been going crazy!
Author torn_curtain Posted September 23, 2011 Author Posted September 23, 2011 Well, this thread just shows you need to calm down! I get the highs, the lust (I have never been more sexually frustrated than between us getting close and meeting) and of course, it's normal to doubt what things will be like once you meet. In fact, if you didn't I'd think you were being naive. Relax, enjoy your meeting. Just please try not to ignore those little nagging thoughts that can pop up, thinking you were just doing the same thing you have done in the past. Communication is always important, but especially so in a LDR. TELL him when things bother you, issues don't tend to be solved magically out of thin air, and you have mentioned some valid ones. It will be your saving grace, cos these relationships are frustrating and can make even the most self assured of people crack. And now I'm getting ahead of myself for you! I'm really happy for you BTW, the first meeting is so exciting! If not for a certain LSer calming me down the night before, I would have been going crazy! Hey! I'm trying to relax but I'm freakin' giddy right now. I think it just really hit me this morning/last night that we're *actually meeting*. OMFG. You may have to give me some pointers when the day draws closer about how to relax. I definitely won't ignore those nagging thoughts. I raised some of my concerns with him the other night and we had a really good conversation. Unfortunately there's only so much he can say to allay my worries since obviously he doesn't have a crystal ball. But I feel confident in his commitment to me, and I'm sure I'll only be more confident once he's in my arms.
Author torn_curtain Posted September 23, 2011 Author Posted September 23, 2011 (edited) Boom! All that energy comes from somewhere, and that's usually somewhere in the future i.e. he'll have low lows. If that works for you, great. Just sayin' what goes up must come down. As long as he's not bipolar, I think I can handle that. I'm pretty moody myself (obviously). We'll see though, of course, how it all plays out... God, I'm stoked. OK, I'll stop elating like an idiot now. As my guy would say "don't embarrass us." Edited September 23, 2011 by torn_curtain
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