chucksbabygurl17 Posted September 19, 2011 Posted September 19, 2011 well I dont know what to do my boyfriend and I are fighting all the time a I am emotionally tired of it... We been together for almost 4 years now to tell you the truth just dosent feel the same anymore.. I know in my heart that I am not happy anymore but I cant seem to get the courage to get up and leave when I think I just had enough somthing is keep pulling me back to him.. He says he dosent love me all the time and I dont know if he really means it or if he is mad at me.. to tell you the turth i kinda mean it because everyday I dont want to be near him at all... I cry so much and all my tears are dry.. he sees that I am unhappy but he just dosent care.. all he says to me is go comit suicide and shut up that would make everyone happier.. And the best part about it is he picks my friends and if he dosent like them I am not alowed to talk to them I am not alowed to leave the house with out him.. I feel like I am in a prison... But I feel a liitle bit ashamed of what I been doing to him to well the other day my old best friend came into my work and he gave me his number we been frirends since 2nd grade and we used to do everything together he mad me so happy you couldnt get us apart.. well the point that I am trying to get at is I am still talking to him behind my boyfriends back the worse part about it is I am really starting to like him alot I think about him all the time I cant get him out of my head and I know he likes me to he tells me all the time he knows everything about my boyfriend and he dosent care he says i deserve better than him and I dont know what to do do I stay with my boyfriend and continue getting treated like crap or do I move on its so hard bc apart of me still loves my boyfriend and apart of me just wants to pack up my stuff and leave and never come back... any sugestions...
ShannonMI Posted September 19, 2011 Posted September 19, 2011 well I dont know what to do my boyfriend and I are fighting all the time a I am emotionally tired of it... We been together for almost 4 years now to tell you the truth just dosent feel the same anymore.. I know in my heart that I am not happy anymore but I cant seem to get the courage to get up and leave when I think I just had enough somthing is keep pulling me back to him.. He says he dosent love me all the time and I dont know if he really means it or if he is mad at me.. to tell you the turth i kinda mean it because everyday I dont want to be near him at all... I cry so much and all my tears are dry.. he sees that I am unhappy but he just dosent care.. all he says to me is go comit suicide and shut up that would make everyone happier.. And the best part about it is he picks my friends and if he dosent like them I am not alowed to talk to them I am not alowed to leave the house with out him.. I feel like I am in a prison... But I feel a liitle bit ashamed of what I been doing to him to well the other day my old best friend came into my work and he gave me his number we been frirends since 2nd grade and we used to do everything together he mad me so happy you couldnt get us apart.. well the point that I am trying to get at is I am still talking to him behind my boyfriends back the worse part about it is I am really starting to like him alot I think about him all the time I cant get him out of my head and I know he likes me to he tells me all the time he knows everything about my boyfriend and he dosent care he says i deserve better than him and I dont know what to do do I stay with my boyfriend and continue getting treated like crap or do I move on its so hard bc apart of me still loves my boyfriend and apart of me just wants to pack up my stuff and leave and never come back... any sugestions... Ummmm break up with your boyfriend. If you fight all the time and you are miserable, then end it. He doesn't sound like a good guy to be honest. Telling you everyone would be happy if you commited suicide? Wow what a thing to say. I'd be done with that sh*t real quick. Time to move on.
Author chucksbabygurl17 Posted September 19, 2011 Author Posted September 19, 2011 Maybe your right I dont need this anymore I can do better he is not the only guy in the world but I just dont know how to end it I kinda still love him we live together...
ShannonMI Posted September 19, 2011 Posted September 19, 2011 Maybe your right I dont need this anymore I can do better he is not the only guy in the world but I just dont know how to end it I kinda still love him we live together... That's right. He isn't the only guy in the world. Just tell him you aren't happy anymore and you haven't been for a long time. Can you move out and stay with someone until you get another place?
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