My Date seems to have Disappeared..Signs she didn't like me and i wasted time?

[quietGuy13]

Well i think this might be the end of our friendship cause now she doesn't mail/text/phone. I knew she was busy and for some reason i knew she was faking liking me as a friend. Maybe she just felt forced to be my friend.

 

this girl and many like her make friends in school and they become good friends, they party, do fun stuff , talk alot. I"m an old guy(30s, she's 20s), not a party guy, not a talker, just a quiet person so I'm sure she felt forced to just fake being my friend.

 

She may contact me later but it maybe just cause she needs help with her studies and she knows I like to help, but i dont feel like she may like me as a friend after all.

 

Maybe a very vague friend but i had dreams of her being a close friend, and that's not gonna heppen apparently.

 

I even feel like i may have wasted my kindness in giving her a present lately.