Buttercup84 Posted September 17, 2011 Posted September 17, 2011 So I made it to one week . Not long really , but I really struggled . I don't break it because it makes me feel worse , and as I know his routine I adult the worst when he replies late . I had an intense dream about him last night and feel drained . I miss him so much . In two months we would have been together two years . I feel so pathetic and like a reject . Now I bet he has a new girlfriend and won't leave her like he did to me . I'm just boring and average . I'm sick of living with my parents again while he has our old place and bring girls there . I just want my own place . I felt so lucky having him , someone so handsome and amazing . I'll never lie in bed with him again , him holding me . I don't want another man , no one will be as good as him
mike588 Posted September 17, 2011 Posted September 17, 2011 So I made it to one week . Not long really , but I really struggled . I don't break it because it makes me feel worse , and as I know his routine I adult the worst when he replies late . I had an intense dream about him last night and feel drained . I miss him so much . In two months we would have been together two years . I feel so pathetic and like a reject . Now I bet he has a new girlfriend and won't leave her like he did to me . I'm just boring and average . I'm sick of living with my parents again while he has our old place and bring girls there . I just want my own place . I felt so lucky having him , someone so handsome and amazing . I'll never lie in bed with him again , him holding me . I don't want another man , no one will be as good as him Congratulations for making it a week. I know it's tough,, I'm in week 5 of N.C ,, 7 weeks into being dumped. I was doing good, slowly healing and making steady progress until this am. I lost it and cried like crazy. Lets both just keep taking it day by day until this hell is over with. Your not alone, I feel the same and the weekends do SUCK!!
mehtaad Posted September 17, 2011 Posted September 17, 2011 Congratulations for making it a week, that is my goal right now. Except I gave into a moment of weakness, I broke down and contacted the ex...with no reply. I knew I shouldn't have done it. Now I just feel pathetic and rejected. Its common to feel as if we weren't good enough for them, but if they betrayed you, they weren't good enough for YOU. I've read about people still missing their ex and breaking down after a year, I don't want that to be me
mehtaad Posted September 17, 2011 Posted September 17, 2011 And the weekends ARE really bad! Especially if usually, you would've spent it with them!
Fleabitten Posted September 18, 2011 Posted September 18, 2011 Well done for making a week Buttercup. I feel exactly like you even though my ex is an abusive douchebag. It's 5 in the morning here in the UK, I can't sleep, he texted me to say I'm a lying c*nt. Today would have been our 18 month anniversary. It will get better for us all. I came out of a 7 year relationship a few years back, and I recovered. The knowledge of this keeps me going now. My heart goes out to you all. X
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