idontunderstan Posted September 16, 2011 Posted September 16, 2011 I texted her after not going to school or texting her for three days because I needed to get some homework and she was the only one I know in one of my classes. I was trying to be brief and just ask about the homework and leave her alone because she doesn't like when I text her. She replied with a cold answer, but told me what I asked and I replied because she asked why I missed school and I asked a follow up question. She replied again, in a rude manner, and she said "someone took your seat in ancient civilization." and the only reason she CARED to know why I was gone was because people were asking her where I was and she got annoyed by that. I asked who and she told me it was a guy who I have a very strong resentment for because they had a thing back in middle school and it was always something she would talk about in the early part of our relationship and made me become annoyed by the topic and she stopped talking about. BUT she made it clear that HE ''stole" my seat and that she didn't want to sit by me. Was that supposed to be a "i want to sit by him, not you" type of thing? All I was doing was asking for the homework, trying to be polite and brief but she HAD to bring that up. Well I'm going to sit there tomorrow, regardless. It's not assigned seating and he KNOWS I sat there before so it shouldn't be a problem. However if she decides she doesn't want to sit by me then I guess that's her ****ing problem It hurts me and I don't know how mad I'll be or what emotional I'll feel if she decides to sit by him. I want to beg her not to but that's below me but I want to SO BAD cause I have ALOT of ****ing **** going on in my life apart from this and I'm not gonna be able to handle that. I want to tell her how rude she is to me and that she's a ****ing bitch and I hate her but not all of that is true and I know it would be a huge mistake but if tomorrow she treats me like a ****ing dog one more time I don't think I'll be able to ever talk to her again and the biggest that scares me is that she isn't going to care
silly_panda Posted September 16, 2011 Posted September 16, 2011 Man... Take it easy and let it go... You are still so young... So much more for you to discover and experience... Both of you still go lots of growing up to do... Don't give her the power over you and don't give her the satisfaction... Just get on with your life and try your best not to have any contact with her... And if you are skipping school because of your relationship doesn't work out is not a very smart thing to do... You control and hold your own future... Not her... Don't let her ruin your life...
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