Dblock10 Posted September 14, 2011 Posted September 14, 2011 (edited) well i posted the conversation i had with my ex. she said she cares about my nan passing away etc and that she hadn't seen my fb and she has been to busy. but that still doesn't change her distance and silence since i left her house that day when she knew where i was going and what i was doing. she said she thought i would have told her and that i can still call her if i want to talk. i told her that she must have known and that if she truly cared i would have heard from her.. she said she is sorry she really does care and that she has been very busy and not seen my fb wall and asked how i was. but it felt like that conversation was dead ended, and she was at work anyway so she wouldnt have been able to talk much longer had i replied. since then she hasnt txt'd or called me. she leaves very soon. i think something like 11 days now. and its still really hard to except shes gone and i am not with her and i cannot be with her and she didnt want to be with me. its really getting to me and getting me depressed as i wanted nothing more than to be with her and to see her again and be like how we were. i would do anything to be with her. and i keep entertaining the idea about talking to her again and just asking if she still has feelings for me etc and i want to ask if she wants to be with me, but i know that would be stupid so why do i keep thinking it. whats wrong with me. i was only with her 6 months. this is ridiculous sorry to go on Edited September 14, 2011 by Dblock10
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