bugbites999 Posted September 14, 2011 Posted September 14, 2011 Me and my girlfriend have been dating for almost a year now. She was the second girl I slept with, and Im like her fourth. Around the beginning, to the middle of our relationship, she started telling me about her past (with guys) and even started bragging about some of the things that she did. I felt so hurt, and emotionally wrecked. I immediately started resenting her and even broke things off with her until she begged for me to get back with her. The resentment still haunts me to this day, and I dont know why she said all those things that hurt me. She says that she's madly in love with me, and wants to marry me. I want those things too but I feel as if I want to have sexual experiences with other girls since she's had more than me, and I only feel that its fair. I even convinced myself that I should cheat once and not tell her just to satisfy myself. BUT, girls have tried to hook up with me, and even asked to, but I cannot bring myself to do it, and always tell them "I can't because I'm already in love"...Why cant I just hook up with a girl to even this out for myself? I dont understand why I feel like that would be so wrong when I'm totally convinced it would be okay until the chance is in front of me
Recommended Posts