caseyisrok Posted September 14, 2011 Posted September 14, 2011 Its been a while since iv had a problem... mainly because i was having the single life for about 2 years since my last girlfriend. My problem right now you guys might think is very stupid but i honestly dont want to do anything stupid because i know if i dont get some advice my idiot self will do something ill regret :/ which is why im here now.. So basically i had a girlfriend for about a year starting 3 years ago and she was my first. I didnt have sex with her but iv done basically everything else.. and when we broke up eventually i forgot about her .. 2 years passed and now 4 months ago i found a girl who i know and feel i am completely in love with( ive also went out with other girls in this time period but they werent interesting) and shes not only virgin but never kissed anyone and shes overall just so perfect... And i wish more then anything i can take back what i did with my first girlfriend because for some weird reason i wish i didnt do anything with her even kiss -__- idk why guys im just like that and so im just left thinking at nights even after a wonderful day of talking to my new gf i feel like a bad person that iv done things like that with another girl and couldnt have saved it for her.. So right now i guess im wondering am i overthinking this? :/ or is this feeling and thoughts im having common? and is there a way to feel better about it or anything?
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